Henrietta's Wish; Or, DomineeringYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Henrietta's Wish; Or, Domineering
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Domestic fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Henrietta could scarcely believe that the long-wished-for time was
really come, packing up actually commencing, and that her waking would
find her under a different roof from that which she had never left. She
did not know till now that she had any attachments to the place she
had hitherto believed utterly devoid of all interest; but she found she
could not bid it farewell without sorrow. There was the old boatman with
his rough kindly courtesy, and his droll ways of speaking; there was the
rocky beach where she and her brother had often played on the verge of
the ocean, watching with mysterious awe or sportive delight the ripple
of the advancing waves, the glorious sea itself, the walks, the woods,
streams, and rocks, which she now believed, as mamma and Uncle Geoffrey
had often told her, were more beautiful than anything she was likely to
find in Sussex. Other scenes there were, connected with her grandmother,
which she grieved much at parting with, but she shunned talking over her
regrets, lest she should agitate her mother, whom she watched with great
anxiety.
She was glad that so much business was on her hands, as to leave little
time for dwelling on her feelings, to which she attributed the
calm quietness with which she went through the few trying days that
immediately preceded their departure. Henrietta felt this constant
employment so great a relief to her own spirits, that she was sorry on
her own account, as well as her mother’s, when every possible order had
been given, every box packed, and nothing was to be done, but to sit
opposite to each other, on each side of the fire, in the idleness which
precedes candle-light. Her mother leant back in silence, and she watched
her with an anxious gaze. She feared to say anything of sympathy
with what she supposed her feeling, lest she should make her weep. An
indifferent speech would be out of place even if Henrietta herself could
have made it, and yet to remain silent was to allow melancholy thoughts
to prey upon her. So thought the daughter, longing at the same time that
her persuasions were all unsaid.
“Come here, my dear child,” said her mother presently, and Henrietta
almost started at the calmness of the voice, and the serenity of the
tranquil countenance. She crossed to her mother, and sat down on a
low footstool, leaning against her. “You are very much afraid for me,”
continued Mrs. Langford, as she remarked upon the anxious expression of
her face, far different from her own, “but you need not fear, it is all
well with me; it would be wrong not to be thankful for those who are not
really lost to me as well as for those who were given to me here.”
All Henrietta’s consideration for her mother could not prevent her from
bursting into tears. “O mamma, I did not know it would be so like going
away from dear grandmamma.”
“Try to feel the truth, my dear, that our being near to her depends on
whether we are in our duty or not.”
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