Henry Dunbar: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Henry Dunbar: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"When this was done, and when the _Times_ advertisement had been
inserted for the twentieth time without eliciting any reply, I gave
myself up to a kind of despair about Margaret. She had failed to see my
advertisement, I thought; for she would scarcely have been so
hard-hearted as to leave it unanswered. She had failed to see this
advertisement, as well as the previous appeal made to her through the
same medium, and she would no doubt fail to see any other. I had reason
to know that she was, or had been, in England, for she would scarcely
have intrusted the diamonds to strange hands; but it was only too
likely that she had chosen the very eve of her own and her father's
departure for some distant country as the most fitting time at which to
leave the valuable parcel with me.
"'Her influence over her father must be complete,' I thought, 'or he
would scarcely have consented to surrender such a treasure as the
diamonds. He has most likely retained enough to pay the passage out to
America for himself and Margaret; and my poor darling will wander with
her wretched father into some remote corner of the United States, where
she will be hidden from me for ever.'
"I remembered with unspeakable pain how wide the world was, and how
easy it would be for the woman I loved to be for ever lost to me.
"I gave myself up to despair; it was not resignation, for my life was
empty and desolate without Margaret; try as I might to carry my burden
quietly, and put a brave face upon my sorrow. Up to the time of
Margaret's appearance on that bleak winter's night, I had cherished the
hope—or even more than hope—the belief that we should be reunited: but
after that night the old faith in a happy future crumbled away, and the
idea that Joseph Wilmot's daughter had left England grew little by
little into conviction.
"I should never see her again. I fully believed this now. There was
never to be any more sunshine in my life: and there was nothing for me
to do but to resign myself to the even tenor of an existence in which
the quiet duties of a business career would leave little time for any
idle grief or lamentation. My sorrow was a part of my life: but even
those who knew me best failed to fathom the depth of that sorrow. To
them I seemed only a grave business man, devoted to the dry details of
a business life.
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