Henry Dunbar: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Henry Dunbar: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Fiction
"Eighteen months had passed since the bleak winter's night on which the
box of diamonds had been intrusted to me; eighteen months, so slow and
quiet in their course that I was beginning to feel myself an old man,
older than many old men, inasmuch as I had outlived the wreck of the
one bright hope which had made life dear to me. It was midsummer time,
and the counting-house in St. Gundolph Lane, and the parlour in
which—in virtue of my new position—I had now a right to work, seemed
peculiarly hot and frowsy, dusty and obnoxious. My work being
especially hard at this time knocked me up; and I was compelled, under
pain of solemn threats from my mother's pet medical attendant, to stay
at home, and take two or three days' rest. I submitted, very
unwillingly; for however dusty and stifling the atmosphere in St.
Gundolph Lane might be, it was better to be there, victorious over my
sorrow, by means of man's grandest ally in the battle with black
care—to wit, hard work—than to be lying on the sofa in my mother's
pleasant drawing-room, listening to the cheery click of two
knitting-needles, and thinking of my wasted life.
"I submitted, however, to take the three days' holiday; and on the
second day, after a couple of hours' penance on the sofa, I got up,
languid and tired still, but bent on some employment by which I might
escape from the sad monotony of my own thoughts.
"'I think I'll go into the next room and put my papers to rights,
mother,' I said.
"My dear indulgent mother remonstrated: I was to rest and keep myself
quiet, she said, and not to worry myself about papers and tiresome
things of that kind, which appertained only to the office. But I had my
own way, and went into the little room, where there were flowers
blooming and caged birds singing in the open window.
"This room was a sort of snuggery, half library, half
breakfast-parlour, and it was in this room my mother and I had been
sitting on the night on which the diamonds had been brought to me.
"On one side of the fireplace stood my mother's work-table, on the
other the desk at which I wrote, whenever I wrote any letters at home—a
ponderous old-fashioned office desk, with a row of drawers on each
side, a deep well in the centre, and under that a large waste-paper
basket, full of old envelopes and torn scraps of letters.
"I wheeled a comfortable chair up to the desk, and began my task. It
was a very long one, and involved a great deal of folding, sorting, and
arranging of documents, which perhaps were scarcely worth the trouble I
took with them. At any rate, the work kept my fingers employed, though
my mind still brooded over the old trouble.
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