Sometimes when those fiery darts penetrated more deeply, I found
safety only in cleaving to God, as a child clasps to his
mother's neck. These things teach me the melancholy truth that
the grace of a covenant God can alone keep me from apostasy and
ruin.
The European society here consists of the military at the
cantonment and the civil servants at Bankipore. The latter
neither come into church nor have accepted the offer of my
coming to officiate to them. There is, however, no contempt
shown, but rather respect. Of the military servants very few
officers attend, and of late scarcely any of the married
families, but the number of privates, and the families of the
merchants, always make up a respectable congregation. They have
as yet heard very little of the doctrines of the Gospel. I have
in general endeavoured to follow the directions contained in Mr.
Milner's letter on this subject, as given in Mr. Brown's paper,
No. 4.
At the hospital I have read Doddridge's _Rise and Progress_, and
_The Pilgrim's Progress_. As the people objected to extempore
preaching at church, I have in compliance with their desires
continued to use a book. But on this subject I should be glad of
some advice from my brethren.
I think it needless to communicate the plans or heads of any of
my sermons, as they have been chiefly on the Parables. It is of
more importance to observe that the Word has not gone forth in
vain, blessed be God! as it has hitherto seemed to do in most
places where I have been called to minister; and this I feel to
be an animating testimony of His presence and blessing. I think
the commanding officer of the native regiment here and his lady
are seeking their salvation in earnest; they now refuse all
invitations on the Lord's day, and pass most of that day at
least in reading the Word, and at all times discover an
inclination to religious conversation. Among the privates, one I
have little doubt is truly converted to God, and is a great
refreshment to me. He parted at once with his native woman, and
allows her a separate maintenance. His conversion has excited
much notice and conversation about religion among the rest, and
three join him in coming twice a week to my quarters for
exposition, singing and prayer.
I visit the English very little, and yet have had sufficient
experience of the difficulty of knowing how a minister should
converse with his people. I have myself fallen into the worst
extreme, and, from fear of making them connect religion with
gloom, have been led into such shameful levity and conformity to
them as ought to fill me with grief and deep self-abasement.
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