St. Hilary Church, in which Henry Martyn preached, is one of the
oldest in England, containing, in the tower of Edward III.'s reign,
two stones with inscriptions of the time of the Emperor Flavius
Constantinus, who was killed by Honorius in 411. What Lydia Grenfell
thought of Martyn's sermon on that day, August 26, thenceforth
memorable to both, we find in her _Diary_ of that date:
_1804, August 26._--Heard H.M. on 'Now then we are ambassadors
for Christ, as though God did beseech you by us: we pray you, in
Christ's stead, be ye reconciled to God. For He hath made Him to
be sin (_i.e._ sin-offering) for us, Who knew no sin; that we
might be made the righteousness of God in Him.' Exordium on the
honourable employment of a minister of the Gospel. In the text
two things were implied. First, we were at enmity with God.
Second, we were unable to restore ourselves to His favour.
There were two things expressed in the text--the means of
reconciliation, and God's invitation to be reconciled; a
threefold address to saints, backsliders, and sinners; and a
farewell address. A precious sermon. Lord, bless the preacher,
and those that heard him!
At that time, in 1804, the lady was still preoccupied, in conscience
or heart, or both, by her imaginary ties to Mr. S. John. But six
months before that she had heard of his approaching marriage, though,
in fact, that did not take place till 1810. All that time, if she did
not feel, to one to whom her heart had been more closely united than
to any 'earthly object,' as she had written in her _Diary_, what Mr.
H.M. Jeffery describes as the attachment of a widow with the
responsibility of a wife, her scrupulous introspective habit was an
obstacle to a healthy attachment. The preacher, younger than herself,
was in 1804 evidently to her only an interesting and gracious second
cousin, or perhaps a little more.
On his way back to London Henry Martyn again visited Plymouth, where
he learned from his cousin 'that my attachment to her sister was not
altogether unreturned, and the discovery gave me both pleasure and
pain.' He left them, his thoughts 'almost wholly occupied with Lydia.'
London, Cambridge, his reading and his walking, his work and even his
sleep, bring him no rest from the absorbing passion. His _Journal_ is
full of it, almost every day. Fortescue's poems recall the happy
mornings at St. Hilary, but his pensive meditation subsided into a
more profitable one on the vanity of the world: 'they marry and are
given in marriage,' and at the end of a few years what are they more
than myself?--looking forward to the same dissolution, and expecting
their real happiness in another life. 'The fashion of this world
passeth away,' Amen. 'Let me do the will of God while I am in it.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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