_February 15._--I have been much exercised yesterday and
to-day--walking in darkness, without light--and I feel the truth
of this Scripture: 'Your sins have separated between you and
your God.' I have betrayed a most unbecoming impatience and
warmth of temper. My dear absent friend, too, has been much in
my mind. How many times have I endured the pain of bidding him
farewell! I would not dare repine. I doubt not for a moment the
necessity of its being as it is, but the feelings of my mind at
particular seasons overwhelm me. My refuge is to consider it is
the will of God. Thy will, my God, be done.
Henry Martyn did not lose a day in discharging his mission to the
residents and slaves of that part of the coast of Brazil, in the great
commercial city and seat of the metropolitan. His was the first voice
to proclaim the pure Gospel in South America since, three hundred
years before, Coligny's and Calvin's missionaries had been there
silenced by Villegagnon, and put to death. Martyn was frequently
ashore, almost fascinated by the tropical glories of the coast and the
interior, and keenly interested in the Portuguese dons, the Franciscan
friars, and the negro slaves. After his first walk through the town to
the suburbs, he was looking for a wood in which he might rest, when he
found himself at a magnificent porch leading to a noble avenue and
house. There he was received with exuberant hospitality by the Corrè
family, especially by the young Señor Antonio, who had received a
University training in Portugal, and soon learned to enjoy the society
of the Cambridge clergyman. In his visits of days to this family, his
exploration of the immediate interior and the plantations of tapioca
and pepper, introduced from Batavia, and his discussions with its
members and the priests on Roman Catholicism, all conducted in French
and Latin, a fortnight passed rapidly. He was ever about his Master's
business, able in speaking His message to men and in prayer and
meditation. 'In a cool and shady part of the garden, near some water,
I sat and sang,
O'er the gloomy hills of darkness.
I could read and pray aloud, as there was no fear of anyone understanding
me. Reading the eighty-fourth Psalm,
O how amiable are Thy tabernacles,
this morning in the shade, the day when I read it last under the trees
with Lydia was brought forcibly to my remembrance, and produced some
degree of melancholy.' Refreshed by the hospitality of San Salvador,
he resumed the voyage with new zeal for his Lord and for his study of
such authorities as Orme's _Indostan_ and Scott's _Dekkan_, and thus
taking himself to task: 'I wish I had a deeper conviction of the
sinfulness of sloth.'
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