He passed the remaining portion of the night in pacing his room, with
a pipe fixed in his teeth and his hands thrust beneath his white
jersey into the pockets of his trousers. Occasionally he ceased these
peregrinations for a few minutes at a time, in order to write down some
of the sentences as they took shape in his mind. He desired to give
himself the æsthetic pleasure of seeing how they looked on paper. Yet
he did not propose to bestow a literal preparation on this address,
since he had sufficient confidence in his fecundity of expression to
speak extempore and yet expect adequately to traverse the scheme he had
planned. Words charged with emotion springing fresh and tingling from
the mist would increase their appeal by being thrown off in the actual
impulse by which they were created.
When at last the old charwoman arrived at half-past seven she was
astonished to discover Northcote walking about the room looking wild
and haggard and declaiming passages of the peroration. He sent her
out to borrow some coal; and when she returned with it and proceeded
to make a fire, he ordered as on the previous day what they both
considered to be a sumptuous breakfast. While this was preparing he
retired to fit himself for that ordeal to which he would so soon be
called.
Even now, however, a palsy was on his limbs, a fever in his blood. In
the delicate operation of shaving he was unable to conduct the razor
firmly, and cut his chin repeatedly. It was with infinite difficulty
that he could render himself presentable after the various gashes it
had undergone. After expending not less than an hour on his toilet, and
conferring as much respectability upon his person as lies within the
province of soap and water and clean linen, he sat down at the table
hungry and cold yet consumed with excitement.
“Mrs. Brown,” he said to the old woman, “I forgot to ask about that
small grandchild of yours.”
“She is dead, sir.”
“I am very sorry. When did this occur?”
“Last night, sir, about twelve. It is one mouth less to feed, as you
might say, but I think it might have been my own.”
“But then there would have been no means of feeding the others.”
“Yes, sir, it was a wrong expression,” said the old woman in her
precise manner. “It was not what I meant to have said.”
“Well, come now,” said Northcote, “suppose you try to eat some
breakfast.”
XXIV
THE TRIAL
The old woman took her seat at the table obediently, but with a
bewilderment as great as on the previous day. It was very strange that
incidents such as these should arise to embellish her servitude.
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