Now that the young man had become the witness of the phenomenon that
he himself had wrought he was abashed, yet also he was sensible of
recompense. Not in vain had he suffered those creative pangs by which
so strange a thing was born. Fame and money were the only guerdons
he had sought to compensate his gifts in their highest walk; yet
that travail of the mind, that expenditure of spirit were to receive
emolument more fitting. This wanton, with her crimes and her sores upon
her, whom he had delivered from the last indignity her fellows could
devise, would issue from Gehenna healed and purified into the mellow
light of the afternoon.
Northcote had suffered extreme misgiving throughout that day, but
now as he stood to gaze upon her who was undergoing a resurrection
by the wand of his genius, he felt an exquisite joy in this special
and peculiar gift that heaven had vouchsafed to him. It had wrought
beyond his knowledge. This genie which had derided and tormented him
had achieved an intrinsic glory in allowing itself to be called to the
highest, the most disinterested of human offices. Here was the apologia
for the art he had practised. The black magic in which he had dealt,
the shame of which had stricken him, had actually wrought a divine
miracle. In the light of its sanction he need repine no more.
“It is truly wonderful,” the woman muttered softly as if to herself,
“to live forty years without knowledge and without curiosity, and then
to awake in a night to the seas of color, the harmonies of music that
make the enchantments of the life we have never perceived.”
“You are like a bird,” said the young man, “who has been born in a
cage, yet who contrives at last to break through its bars. It flies
into heaven, mounting rapturously into the void, and it sees the sun,
the tops of the trees, the green fields, the fleecy clouds, and it
tastes the bright air.”
“Yes; and hears for the first time the free and joyous songs of its
kind.”
They seemed to pause to look upon one another with violently beating
hearts: the man in his strength, in his insolent domination; the woman
in her weakness, in her pitiful need.
“Strange, is it not,” said the young advocate, speaking aloud his
thought involuntarily, “that I should not be acquainted with your
history when I made my appeal?”
“Would it have been made had you known all?”
“Indeed, yes,” said Northcote, with a fervor in which he tried to
rejoice; “your baseness is now less in my sight than it then was.”
The fierceness of the woman’s breathing arrested her speech.
“You force me to believe,” she cried in choking accents, “you show me
what faith is, you unfold the meaning of affirmation. Never again can
I be nourished by denial. You are, indeed, the Cloud-dweller who in my
vision I saw break forth out of the stars.”
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