“As you spoke in the court and all my enemies hung upon your words, you
became a part of this miracle which had happened in myself. You were
the breathing embodiment of those august shapes which emerged in all
their order and beauty from behind the dark curtains of my nature. Hour
by hour, as I listened to the enchantments of your voice, it seemed to
steal over me that you, my deliverer, in the empire of your youth would
not only free me out of prison, but also you would deliver me out of
the bondage of my own soul. Such a tumult of joy came upon me then as
I could not believe could visit any human creature. The music of your
lips was not only the earnest of my dreams, it was the consolation of
my stains.”
When the woman had finished her story she rested her elbows on her
knees and her chin on her hands. Northcote, who had followed so
strange a recital with an interest which its attendant circumstances
even rendered intense, felt no longer able to withhold an ample meed
of pity. And how unfathomable it appeared to him that his defence,
which had been inspired at a time when all was darkness concerning
her, should yet be vindicated so completely by the facts of her life.
Such an intuition was an uncanny weapon. Who could wonder that this
buffeted, arrested, slowly maturing, late-developing creature should
see in its transactions the revelation of a supernatural power?
She was base and foul, yet she was suffused with the inspiration of
his strength--with a strength that had been used in ignorance, with
a sordid end in view. She must indeed engage his pity, she who had
prostrated herself before a chimera, she the thrice unhappy one who had
prostrated herself before an idol with feet of clay.
In looking at her now she had lost half of her strangeness, half of her
mystery. The foulness and ugliness that must recently have been stamped
upon her was now effaced. He could not doubt that since she had been
brought into prison her nature had been sanctified by a new birth. This
squalid criminal whom life had pressed out of the ranks had actually
gained eyes to see and ears to hear. Such a confession was not a
charlatan’s trick; this enkindling experience of the divine beauty was
a true renascence; a cleansing of a fœtid heart by the instinct of joy.
Faith in its childlike naïveté had appeared by some miracle amid that
expanse of corruption. It was as though a violet had raised its head in
a sewer.
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