English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
Phoebe had advantages. She was at hand, he saw her every day at meals
and was ready to believe that she revealed every day some new, shy
prettiness, she was tractable, malleable in the future and his without
effort in the present, and it was comforting to think of her softness
when all his else was harsh endeavor and wounded pride and a long stern
struggle to success. While Dorothy Verners was of the struggle, yet
a man must relax sometimes, as Mr. Bantison had thought when he put
Burgundy before the discretion which becomes a blackmailer. Reuben
chewed upon it, not reconciled to surrendering Dorothy, not quite
convinced by the most convincing of arguments he addressed to himself,
unwilling, even if they had convinced, to let go any part of his full
scheme, but inclining, feeling himself a bit of a fool, a bit of an
apostate, and very much more a prodigy of generosity, to look upon
Phoebe as one whom he might make his wife.
Thus (on the whole) well-intentioned towards her, he proposed one
summer’s morning to take her out walking, which was partly a gesture
addressed to his hesitations, and partly a deliberate means to a closer
acquaintance than he could compass indoors in the single living-room
where Peter hampered by too faithful attendance on his pupil. He
mentioned his wish, a little too grandly, a little too much like a royal
command.
Phoebe had her wisdom and the weeks of their intercourse had rubbed away
the first bloom of his divinity: he ate like other mortals, and, like
the sort of mortals she despised in her pose of ladyhood, he labored
in the factory. She had conceived ambition which, as he seemed to level
himself down to her, looked not impossible to realize, if she sustained
in his eyes her quality of ladyhood. And to go out had its perils. She
flowered indoors and her little graces withered in the open air, when
she knew she reverted to type, walked freely with great strides and
swung across the moors like any weaver’s lass hurrying to work. These
things, she thought, were discounts off her value: but they might, just
possibly, be a winning card. They might announce that she had variety.
“To walk,” she said, “with you?”
“Oh, not too far for a lady,” he assured her, “and not too fast.”
“You,” she retorted, “ride too much. I’ll walk you off your legs.” So
she challenged him, with wisdom.
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