English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
There are degrees in habits? Then this was a habit of high degree.
Whether it was a lover’s free-handed gift or the circumstance of a trial
by ordeal, it was the best it could be, and Phoebe’s prettiness was
equal to it. Indeed, she trended by choice to a fluffiness of dress and
a cheapness in taste that Reuben, who was not fastidious, had not failed
to note. You have seen, perhaps, a modern hospital nurse in uniform and
the same nurse in mufti? That was the difference between Phoebe in her
habit and Phoebe as he had seen her hitherto. More than ever, he felt
conviction that no ill-judged passion was leading him astray, that here,
when good dressmakers had clothed her, was his match and the match for
the county. He tried to be skeptical, to criticize, and found, at the
end of a scrutiny too frank to be well-mannered, that there was nothing
here to criticize.
She smiled, bravely, aware from her glass that what he saw was good,
aware that he could not see how big a thing her horse appeared to her,
how far above the ground the saddle was, how shrunken small she felt.
But it was consoling to know that if she was going to break her neck,
she was to do it in the finest clothes she had ever worn. His look of
candid admiration was a tonic.
“This is your horse,” he said. “We called him Hector.” She made
Hector’s acquaintance prettily, but, plainly, she missed his point, and
he made it more definitely. “Of course, you may rename him now that he
is your own.”
“Mine? My horse? But, Mr. Hepplestall--”
“Have you your salts?” he asked, cutting short her cry of surprise. A
horse more or less, he would have her think, was triviality when Reuben
Hepplestall was in the mood to give.
“Salts?” she repeated, puzzled.
“In case you swoon,” he said gravely, and not ironically either. It was
the swooning age.
But not for Phoebe. Did ladies swoon at a first riding-lesson? She
doubted it: they took that lesson young, as children, in the years
before they were modish and swooning, and, in any case, it wasn’t her
ladyhood that was in question now; it was her courage. “I shall not
swoon,” she said, and he relished the bravado of it.
Spirit? Aye, she had spirit to be wife of his, and it behoved him not to
break it. If he had had thoughts, brutally, of making this test of
her as harsh as he could, that was all altered now by the sight of
her adorning the habit instead of overwhelmed by it, caressing Hector
instead of shrinking from him, and he saw tenderness as the prime virtue
of a riding-master. She wasn’t going to take a fall if he could prevent
it.
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