English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
She couldn’t have it both ways and what had been wrong in London was
that he had loved her too much, in the sense that he had spent his
life upon her and on things which came into his life only through his
relationship with her. To be beautiful, love must have proportion and
his had grown unshapely. If all her loss were to be loss of superfluity,
her price of victory would be low indeed. He would not in Staithley be
the great lover he had been in London, but there was double edge to that
phrase “great lover”: the great lovers were too often the little men.
Certainly and healthily he would love her less uxoriously now, and that
must be all to the good.
All, even if he loved her no more. That was the risk she had taken with
open eyes, and love her sanely or love her not at all, he had come to
Hepplestall’s: Rupert the man was of more importance than Rupert the
husband. And the right man would not cease to love her because she had
gone crusading for his soul under the banner of a Bradshaw.
She saw that she had come round to optimism and found herself in such a
port with a thousand new alarms. She was crying safety when there was no
safety, she...
Rupert and William were talking and she had not been listening. She must
have missed clews to Rupert’s thought and forced herself to hear. It
didn’t sound revealing talk, though. Lightly--and how could they be
light?--they were chaffing each other about their cars.
“I’ll prove it to you now,” William was saying. “We’ll garage your crock
here and I’ll drive you up to the Hall in a car that is a car.”
“No, thanks,” said Rupert, “I’ve something to do first, with Mary. We’ll
follow you soon. I dare say my aunt won’t be sorry to have warning of
our coming.”
William’s face fell. Gertrude could make herself unpleasant when she did
not get her way, and this time her hopes had gone sadly agley. He would
have liked a bodyguard when he announced to her that Rupert was coming
to Staithley. “I had hoped--” he began.
Rupert nodded curtly. “Yes,” he said, surprising William by a look which
seemed strangely to comprehend his dilemma, “but we shall not be long.”
Mary thrilled through all preoccupation to the heady thought that a
Bradshaw was to dine at Staithley Hall, but her way there was not, it
seemed, to be an easy one. Rupert chose, she supposed, to have things
out with her first, and if she did not relish the anticipation, she
could admire his promptitude. He had an air of grim gayety which
mystified by its contradiction, but of which the grimness seemed
addressed to William and the gayety to her.
“Got any luggage?” he asked her. She had quitted Staithley with a
suitcase; she returned with no more outward show of possession, and they
picked up her case in the ante-room where she had left it as they passed
through to get the car.
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