English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
“I want us to be honest in our love. You’ve shown me a great thing,
Reuben. You have shown me that there is a man in the world. My man, and
not my god, and, Reuben, don’t worship me either. Don’t let there be
fine phrases and pretense between us two.”
“Pretense?”
“The pretense that I am more than a woman and you more than a man.”
“You are the most beautiful woman in the world.”
She was looking at him quaintly. “Yes, if you please,” she said. So long
as it was admitted she was human, she liked to be lifted in his
eyes above the rest of feminine humanity. This was right, this was
reasonable, this wasn’t the fantastic blossom of love-making that must
needs wither in the chilly air of matrimony, this gave them both a
chance of not having to eat indigestible words afterwards, of not having
to allow in the future that they began their life together in a welter
of lies. She was a woman and she was beautiful and it was no more than
right that he should think her woman’s beauty was unique. “And I’ve
told you what I think of you,” she said. “I shall not change my mind on
that.”
“I shall never give you need,” he said, but he was finding this the
ultimate surprise of all. “I had supposed that women liked to be wooed.”
“I think they do. I’m sure I do, but I’m a plain-dealer, Reuben.”
“I find you very wonderful,” he said, and kissed her now as she would
have him kiss, with true and honest passion that had respect in it but
wasn’t bleached with reverence--and very sweetly and sincerely, she
kissed him back.
That was their mating and she brought it at once from the extravagant
heights where he would have carried it, into deep still waters. It came
quickly, it was to last permanently. These two loved, and the coming and
the lasting of their love had no more to do with reason than love
ever has. If Mr. Verners had the impression that he was a guileful
conspirator who had made this match, he flattered himself; at the most
he had only accelerated it. Inside, he sat looking forward to the
quick decline in his table manners which would follow upon the going of
Dorothy from his house; outside, two lovers paced the lawn in happiness,
and they did not look forward then. To look forward is to imply that
one’s present state can be improved.
Two months ago, they were in London; two months ago the idea that they
should entertain Hepplestall, the manufacturer, the gentleman who was,
in that tall Queen Anne Verners house which stood on the site of a
Verners house already old when the Stuarts came to reign, would have
seemed madness; the house itself would fall in righteous anger on such
a guest. Now he was coming into the drawing-room with Dorothy’s hand in
his, accepted suitor, welcomed son. Something of this was in Dorothy’s
mind as she led him, solemn-faced and twinkling-eyed round the room. On
the walls in full paintings or in miniatures, old dead Verners looked at
her, and to each she introduced him. “And not one of them changed their
color,” she announced.
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