Her evil genius : $b or, Within love's callStirling, Adelaide
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Her evil genius : $b or, Within love's call
Stirling, Adelaide
American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Romance fiction
“The man handed me a chair as if I were a lady and not a would-be
governess. I sat down and then I looked at him. I don’t know now what
there was in his face that seemed familiar. I only saw it in that first
glance; afterward I knew perfectly well that he was an utter stranger.
“He was rather tall and rather dark and thin. I think now that if he
had let it his hair would have been gray, but then I just saw it was
black. He had a pale face, wrinkled and full of crow’s-feet round the
eyes, and they were very dark, almost black. They puzzled me--their
shape--I seemed to know that. But the way they looked at me was not
like any eyes I know or ever have known. He wore beautiful clothes and
had a London man’s manner. I mean those men you meet in the season who
are so civil and so quiet, as if no one in the world was their superior
and there was no occasion to assert themselves. I ought to know that
manner by this time.
“This man seemed to take me in without looking at me. I remembered I
had on old gloves.
“‘This lady, I think,’ he said to the registry woman, ‘wishes to be a
governess?’
“‘Miss Holbeach? Yes, sir,’ She frowned at me to stand up, but I
couldn’t. The man sat down by me, and it was then I saw how lined his
face was. He looked fifty when you were close to him.
“‘Miss Holbeach; thank you!’ He just glanced at her, but she went away
as if he had pushed her. Then he spoke to me. He wanted a governess, or
rather a companion, for his ward, a girl of sixteen. Lessons were not
so much an object as being willing to go abroad. His ward was obliged
to winter in the South. She was not strong. I could only stare at him;
the thought of getting a situation and getting out of England at the
same time nearly made me cry with joy--till I remembered a man like
this would never take me for his ward’s governess.
“‘I won’t do,’ I said. ‘You will not want me. I have not any--any
references!’ My own voice sounded so odd to me, as if I had never heard
it before.
“‘Oh,’ he said slowly, ‘you have no references,’ and I saw something so
queer in his look that I could not answer from astonishment.
“A woman like me, who watches a man’s face for sunshine or bad weather,
learns little things. This man’s forehead, instead of contracting
between the eyebrows with annoyance, had grown smooth with relief.
I couldn’t understand it then, and I can’t now; but I know he was
relieved that I had no references.
“‘This woman knows you?’ he said.
“‘Only because I came here for work,’ it was no use pretending things,
and I didn’t try.
“‘You have not always been a governess, is that it?’ He spoke so
quietly that I knew the woman at the desk could not hear him, but I
answered out loud:
“‘I was educated for a governess, but I have had no need to earn money
for some years. Now I must--do something,’ and I couldn’t keep my lips
steady.
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