"No thanks are needed. You have a good seat, and are evidently at home
in the saddle. I am sorry you have not ridden before. It is the best
way of getting about our Fells."
"It will be a great delight to me. And if you will get the little girls
two safe ponies, they and I will have many a pleasant ride together
when you are away."
"I'll see about it."
For the rest of that day Justin was his pleasant self. He was proud of
his wife's skill in horsemanship, and looked forward to a good many
rides with her. She was always good company, and her delight in the
lake scenery and in the lonely beauty of the Fells drew an answering
chord in his heart.
That evening, he joined the children in the drawing-room, and all of
them sang together. Just before they were called away to bed, Josie and
Georgie ran out to attend to Joshua, whom they had left in the garden.
Ruffie was on his father's knee, and Anstice was putting her music by.
Having done that, she was kneeling before the fire stirring it to a
blaze, when Ruffie suddenly said:
"Steppie, Brenda says you have a big heart and love everybody—do you?"
"Oh, no, darling, I haven't as big a heart as that, I am afraid."
"Well, do you love Dad?"
Justin gave a slight start, then he looked across at Anstice with a
little of his boy's impish mischief in his eyes.
"We must have an answer, mustn't we, Ruffie; but the question isn't
at my instigation, I beg to state. It's a discussion we were having
yesterday as to who loves who. To Ruffie there is no middle path. You
either love or hate."
Anstice laughed to hide her embarrassment.
"But I have a middle path, Ruffie; I always have had one."
"But you do love Dad, don't you?" persisted the child. "He said
yesterday he had nobody who loved him but me, and I told him there was
you, and he said: 'You mustn't tell tales, sonnie, or our confidential
talks will be over.'"
Justin was evidently uneasy as to what might be coming from Ruffie's
frank revelations.
And then Anstice, still stirring the fire to hide her hot cheeks, said
in her easy, pleasant way:
"We all love each other, Ruffie, I hope. And if anyone is weak or ill
or helpless, we must show our love, even to animals. I saw a little boy
yesterday clutching hold of a kitten in spite of its cries. It wanted
to go to its mother, and he wanted to keep it with him, so as he was
the strongest, he used force, instead of showing love for the poor
little mite."
Ruffie hung his head.
"I wanted to make it love me best," he said. "If it had loved me
proper, it would have wanted to stay with me."
Josie and Georgie appeared, and the conversation ended.
But when Anstice went to give her good night kiss to Ruffie, he said to
her, with an old-fashioned shake of his curly head:
"I think Dad would like you to love him like you do me. He said he felt
lonely sometimes. And I told him I used to, but you knowed how to kiss
loneliness away. He said he wished you'd try it on him!"
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