"Oh, Ruffie, my precious," said Anstice, laying her cheek against his,
with her rippling laugh, "don't you worry over Dad. He and I understand
each other. And he won't be lonely when he gets to his yacht again. He
will be leaving us soon."
"I'm going to ask God about that," said Ruffie mysteriously. "I think
God could get rid of that yacht for us. None of us like it taking Dad
away so often, and God can do anything in the way of storms, can't He?"
"Go to sleep, and never pray that anything may be destroyed, darling."
"Not even the wicked Devil?" asked Ruffie, but he was sleepy and tired
and did not wait for an answer to that question.
And Anstice said to herself as she left him:
"If he feels lonely, don't I feel so too? I wonder if we shall ever be
anything but lonely in this strange life of ours!"
CHAPTER VII
OFF ONCE MORE
MISS CARRIE'S funeral took place three days later, and Justin and
Anstice both attended it. The little churchyard away in the lovely
Fells struck Anstice as peculiarly beautiful. There was a great
stillness about it, a peace. Miss Maybrick did not attend. They were
told that she was not well enough to leave her room, but a week later
she sent for Anstice.
"You seemed to be so interested in my sister," she said, "that I
thought you might like to hear that we made up our quarrel about an
hour after you had left us that day. She asked for my forgiveness, and
I asked for hers. The last thing she said to me that night was—"
"'Good night, Hatty—I feel easier now—and thanks to Mrs. Holme, I'm
hoping to have made my peace with God.' I tell you this, for I think
you ought to know it."
"Thank you, I am so glad to hear it," said Anstice.
"Quarrels are a mistake," said Miss Maybrick slowly, "and even a
reconciliation doesn't do away with the stings of them. They remain to
haunt one. I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. She was my
last relative left."
Anstice was touched by the pathos in her tone. The stern, indomitable
pride of the woman was crushed. She had a long talk with her, and
promised to ride over and see her from time to time.
The spring came on slowly but surely. The little girls got their
ponies. Their joy was intense, but their father absolutely forbade them
to ride about the Fells alone.
"For a year at least, you must have some one always with you," he told
them. "There are too many dangerous places for you to wander about at
your will."
They were very rebellious over this edict at first, but they were
allowed to ride round the lake, and along the lanes, and with this,
they learned to be content.
One day, when Justin was hunting, Anstice took the three children over
to see the Nixons. They had tea there, and Ruffie was highly delighted
with old Tommy's queer carved walking-stick. The old man took a great
fancy to him; and before he went, presented him with a carved pipe.
"'Tis for you to smoke when you get to be a man," he said.
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