Justin pushed back his chair from the table, walked out of the room and
banged the door violently behind him.
And Anstice surprised herself by a fit of tears.
"He must see," she told herself, "that it is not for me to beg him
to stay. If he wants the conditions altered, he must say so. How can
I tell him the truth, that I shall miss him beyond words? It may be
propinquity, but I never thought I should get to lean upon him, and be
so happy with him! And now he is angry and hurt; but how could I answer
otherwise!"
Very soon every one in the house knew that the 'Squire' was off again
on his travels. Justin was always a rapid packer; he was here, there
and everywhere for the next two days, saying very little, quite
courteous and pleasant to his wife, but nothing more. Ruffie was the
only one who made open lamentation for his departure. All preparations
made, Justin went off at ten o'clock in the morning. And upon the spur
of the moment, rather fearing the awkwardness of bidding him farewell
before the children, Anstice said she would drive to the station with
him to see him off.
Her husband seemed pleased with her decision. As they were driving
along in the car together, he suddenly laid his hand upon hers.
"You have made my home a very happy one," he said. "When I contrast it
now with what it was before you came into it, I feel I cannot thank you
enough. I shall see it in my mind's eye when I'm the other side of the
ocean."
"Home is a woman's kingdom," said Anstice. "I have only done what
scores of others would have done, but I'm glad you appreciate it."
He was about to say more, but the words seemed to stick in his throat,
and Anstice began to talk rather nervously about the children.
Then they reached the station, and there was the usual bustle before
the train went off. At the last moment, Justin made Anstice get into
the first-class compartment with him where he was the only passenger.
"I won't say good-bye in public," he said. Then he put his arm round
her and kissed her warmly. "Don't tell me this is not necessary
according to our compact," he said; "you are my wife, and I'm inclined
to let that agreement of ours go hang! Anstice, tell me, shall we make
a fresh start when I come home again?"
Anstice looked at him and smiled, but her eyes were misty and Justin's
keen gaze noted it.
"Shall we wait and see?" she said.
And with this, he had to be content.
He was gone, and Anstice, driving home, was conscious that her sun was
dimmed, that the future, even amongst her beloved Fells, looked dreary
and forlorn.
She went over to see Miss Maybrick a day or two later, and found her
rather desolate in her old home. She welcomed her gladly.
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