Ruffie gazed at it adoringly; then put it into his pocket. "I'll
certainly smoke it every day," he said. "You know I shall be able to do
most things men do when I grow up—except just the leg part of me."
His happy pluck evoked an exclamation from Tommy as he turned to
Anstice.
"Blest if I ever heerd the loike! He's grand, mem, grand! An' he'll be
a sweeter nut then his feyther!"
But Anstice, as she looked at the fragile little figure, wondered sadly
if he would ever live to come to his heritage of manhood.
She was very happy these spring days. Justin and she rode a good deal
together, and in their rides, became closer drawn together. Once or
twice, she and the children went out upon the lake in his motor-boat;
as the weather improved, they were much out of doors. The budding
gorse, the sweet clusters of primroses in the lanes, the blossoming
hawthorns, and the young bracken uncurling beneath their feet, all
added to the attractions of the lake and the surrounding Fells.
And then one morning at breakfast Justin said suddenly: "My skipper
writes that the yacht is ready for a sail. She's been having a fresh
coat of paint; but now I need wait no longer."
Anstice looked across the table at him with a queer little smile.
"So you'll be off again! Where are you going this time?"
"I thought I would go to Norway for some fishing. I have not settled
anything further. I will wait and see what sort of fishing is going. I
may run over to Iceland afterwards."
"Oh, well, you will not be so far away from us this time."
"I haven't decided what I shall do. I could go on to America later."
"And how soon will you go?"
"The day after to-morrow, I think."
Anstice felt startled.
"So soon? But of course, a man's packing is not like a woman's! You
must let me help you with it. I am a very good packer."
"Thanks."
Then he fixed her with intense, imperative gaze.
"Will you be sorry for my departure?"
"Why should I be?"
She spoke lightly to hide the disappointment at her heart; and yet
afterwards wished that she had answered otherwise.
"This is too quiet a life for a rover like you," she went on. "Ruffie
is the one who suffers most for your absence. I hope that he may grow
strong enough to accompany you in a few years' time."
Justin's brow clouded. He crumbled a bit of toast in his fingers
nervously.
"I thought we were friends, Anstice," he said after a minute's silence.
"So we are," she responded quickly.
"Friends are not entirely indifferent to absence," he said; "at a word
from you I would stay at home altogether."
The colour rose in Anstice's cheeks, then she said in her quiet aloof
tone:
"I would never be the one to say that word, Justin. You must remember
that in our agreement you told me that I was to look upon you as a
negligible quantity; that our marriage would not affect you or touch
your life. I am content to carry out that agreement, to keep your house
and look after your children. More you cannot expect from me."
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