Sitting in a first-class carriage being whirled along to the North,
Anstice looked out of the window with a dazed expression in her clear
blue eyes. Opposite to her was a man almost a stranger to her, and yet
the uncomfortable, unnatural feel of the gold band on her finger under
her glove reminded her that he was her husband.
She looked back to the events of the last two days. She had come up
to town with her cousin who had taken rooms at the Grosvenor Hotel.
Lady Lucy had wanted to ask Justin round to dinner on the eve of their
arrival, but Anstice had begged for a quiet evening alone with her.
Anstice had retired early to bed, and Justin came round to find her
gone. She did not see him till she stood with her cousin at the
Registrar's Office. Lady Lucy had insisted that they should come back
to the Grosvenor to have an early lunch, and then they wished her
good-bye, and went off in a taxi to Euston Station.
It was an awkward moment when Lady Lucy said to Justin:
"You must take care of her and make her happy. And don't forget she has
given up her own life to become your wife."
Justin contracted his brows, but said not a word.
Then Lady Lucy turned to Anstice:
"God bless you, child, and if those children are too much for you, when
Justin is the other side of the world, and you get lonely or ill, send
for me, and I will come to you."
"Thank you, Cousin Lucy. That is good of you."
Anstice had kissed her cousin warmly. For one moment, as she stood in
the hotel lounge drawing her gloves on, and watching her luggage being
taken to the taxi, panic had seized hold of her.
What was she doing? What had she done? Taken an irrevocable step
which might lead to disaster, but which certainly seemed devoid of
any brightness or real happiness for herself. Why had she sacrificed
herself for a man's whim and gratification? He was demanding all her
powers and personality in his service, and giving her nothing of
himself in return.
This moment of panic passed, and quietly and serenely she accompanied
Justin to the station, accepted the magazines and a box of chocolates
he gave her, and now as the train started and he immersed himself in
his papers, she gazed out of the window and reviewed the situation.
Suddenly he put down his paper and spoke:
"We have not had much time for any quiet conversation. If there is
anything you want to ask me connected with house or children, now is
the opportunity. I shall be very busy when I reach home, for I shall
have a lot of things to arrange with my farm bailiff."
"I should certainly like to know a few things," said Anstice quietly.
"To begin with, I should like to know the ages of your children."
"The boy is eight, the girls a year or two older. I'm afraid I don't
know their exact ages."
"And how many servants have you?"
He gave a short laugh.
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