England -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Indiana -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
The handle of the door turned slowly. Indiana, who had been coiled up,
like a kitten, in the big armchair, put down her feet, which had been
tucked under her, and straightened herself stiffly. In her nervousness
she almost dropped her cup, and she looked piteously at Jennings, as
though for help. It could be no other than Thurston, as the servants
would have knocked, and no one else rose so early.
She was right. When he entered and saw the picture by the fire—Indiana,
sitting in her white wrap, with the tea-tray before her, and Jennings
standing near—he paused for a moment. Jennings took the tray and left
the room. Thurston felt neither curious nor interested to know why she
had stayed there all night. He himself had not closed his eyes. He had
summoned all his strength to make a certain resolution, one which he
considered imperative, after his wife’s passionate avowal of hate and
regret. All else—things which at another time he would have accounted
strange—seemed trivial and unimportant. He had relinquished all hope of
winning his wife’s love. He saw himself weaving the gray web of his
life until the end. Indiana gave one swift glance at his face as he
approached the fire, then quickly averted her eyes.
"I have weighed existing circumstances as fairly as possible, and have
concluded that our case is hopeless," began Thurston, without
preliminaries. Indiana, her hands tightly clasped, her eyes gazing
straight before her, listened with strained attention. "I have tried to
awaken you, gradually, to the personal responsibility of your new
position. My confidence was strong in my own power to win a love that,
to me, was worth waiting for—worth the winning." He covered his eyes
with his hand, then went on, with an effort. "My courage has gone. The
dread of a repetition of last night’s frenzy—degrading to us
both—between husband and wife—horrible!" His agitation would not permit
him to continue. He turned from her and paced the room. Finally, he
stopped and looked at her motionless figure. "Have you anything to
say?"
Her lips trembled, she shook her head, trying to restrain an hysterical
outburst of sobs. Then she rose to go to her room.
"One moment," said Thurston, sternly. "I do not wish your maid to see
you like this. You must help yourself this morning, and—I shall
breakfast with my mother. When you are quite composed and ready to
receive her, she will come to you—as she thinks you retired early last
night with a headache."
"Ah, she doesn’t know!" exclaimed Indiana. "I’m glad of that—very
glad."
"Your people were talking of going to Paris in a week or so—you will go
with them—on a pleasure trip." Indiana, leaning against the table,
lifted her eyes wonderingly to his. He met her gaze, proudly and
relentlessly. "You will go with them to America—on a pleasure trip. I
will break it to my mother, slowly—that you are not coming back."
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