"Dear Elizabeth," returned Dinah quietly, but her face had grown very
white, "you must surely remember that we never met--never thought of
meeting--until dear Agnes herself brought us together. Don't you
recollect how sweetly she wrote and begged me to be their friend. She
said that it would make him happier, and herself too--that she never
wished him to forget me; that it was through my influence that he had
been brought right and that they were no longer divided in faith. Oh,
Betty, I was a happy woman the day I got that letter, and I have been a
happy woman since. 'Through pain to peace,'" she went on softly, "I
should like those words to be inscribed on my tombstone. To think of
the terror and the struggle, the buffeting of all those cruel waves and
billows, and then to see land at last! Dearest, how you cry! You will
make me cry too, and I have been singing a Te Deum in my heart all day
for dear Lettice's sake." Then Elizabeth tried to control her sobs.
"Die, I am quite ashamed of myself. I cannot think what has come to me.
Think of a woman of thirty blubbering like a little school-girl! It is
not like me, is it, dear? but my heart feels as heavy as lead to-night.
Things are going wrong somehow, or is it my fancy?" And then she said a
little wildly, "Oh, my darling, if I were only like you!"
"Like me! Oh no, Elizabeth," for Dinah's humility could ill brook this
speech.
"But it is no use--I could never reach you. I am so human--a
passionate, self-willed woman, who wants her own way in everything; and
you, oh, Die, you are miles above me. That is why I love you so--I love
you so!"
"Not more than I love you," returned her sister tenderly. "Dear
Elizabeth, it is only your generosity that makes you say this, but it
is not true. I wish I knew what has upset you so to-night." But
Elizabeth made no reply to this; the friendship between the sisters was
so perfect that speech did not always seem necessary. When Elizabeth
remained silent, Dinah did not repeat her question.
Elizabeth had seated herself on the cushioned window-seat close to
Dinah's chair. The little green lamp had been extinguished, and the
room was bathed in moon-light. Down below were the dark woodlands. "Let
me stay for a little while," Elizabeth had whispered, and then they had
both remained silent.
Dinah felt perplexed and troubled by her sister's unusual emotion.
Elizabeth's strong, healthy nature was never morbid; her temperament
was even and sunshiny, and a depressed mood was a rare thing with her.
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