He was tired of himself and every one else, and, though he did not know it, his nerves were unstrung, and he could not always control his irritability. But he did his best, and fought his "foul fiend" gallantly. "He is a good divine that follows his own instructions," he would say grimly, when he compelled himself to make fresh efforts. Anything was better than brooding, he thought. And in the evenings he would resist the temptation to yield to his weariness and to take possession of his easy-chair. For he knew too well that at such hours he was not master of his thoughts, and that in fancy the empty chair opposite to him would not long be unoccupied. How often had he pictured Elizabeth there as the companion of his solitude--how often had her bright face, with its changing expression, come between him and his book! And in the gloaming her pleasant voice, with its quick breaks and hesitation, its characteristic abruptness, had sounded in his ears. Sometimes he would walk to and fro in a perfect agony of impatience and passionate rebellion against his fate. "I am possessed, but it is with an angel in woman's shape," he would say to himself; "and yet she is no angel either--she is far too human. And her faults--oh well," with a dreary laugh, "her faults are Elizabethan too." But once, when the bitterness of his pain was too great, he muttered to himself a strange thing. "It is I who ought to be in his place," he said. "She is bewitched--David Carlyon's simplicity and goodness have bewitched her--but he is not her rightful mate." And then he struck himself fiercely on the breast and whispered, "He is here--he is here, Elizabeth!" But in spite of his inward sadness he would not spare himself, and every week he went as usual to Queen's Gate to dine with his mother. But the long evenings tried him, and he found it difficult to hide his ennui and weariness from his mother's sharp eyes. One evening, just before Christmas, Anna made some remarks on his tired looks in her gentle, affectionate way, and he had checked her with unwonted irritability. "I wish you would get out of that habit of commenting on people's looks," he said quite angrily. "It is very objectionable to me. I suppose every one is tired and out of sorts at times, but it does no good to notice it." "I am sorry, Malcolm--I will try to remember next time," faltered Anna; but the tears were in her eyes, and a few minutes later she left the room. Mrs. Herrick ventured on a remonstrance. "I am afraid you have hurt Anna," she said; "she is so sensitive, and you were quite rough with her." "I am afraid I was," returned Malcolm penitently; "but if you only knew how it riles a man to be watched so closely."