"It was a very natural speech on Anna's part," replied his mother in
her sensible, matter-of-fact way. "The truth is, Malcolm, you have not
been like yourself for months--you are ill or worried, and you do not
wish us to take any notice. Well, you shall have your way, but it is a
little hard on us both."
"Mother, there is nothing that I can tell you. You know I have said
that before. One must have worries in this life--" But Malcolm checked
himself as Anna came back into the room. She was rather quiet and
subdued all dinner-time, though she tried to appear as usual. And
Malcolm's conscience pricked him unmercifully.
Later on he found himself alone with her. She was drawing at a little
round table, and he went and stood by her.
"Annachen," he said caressingly, as he put his hand under her chin and
made her look at him, "I was a brute to speak to you as I did. Of
course you meant it kindly, dear, but it seemed to rub me up the wrong
way. I think I am tired this evening; anyhow, my head aches." And
Malcolm might have added with truthfulness that his heart ached too.
"Yes, and I worried you; it was very tactless and foolish on my part,"
and again the ready tears started to Anna's eyes. But Malcolm would not
allow this--his dear little Anna was always kind and thoughtful, and he
had no right to be so savage with her.
"My mother is always hinting at my changed looks, but indeed I try to
be as usual. If I behave so badly, I must keep away." But this threat
so alarmed Anna that he took back his words.
"He is very unhappy--I think he gets more so," Anna thought, as she
stood by her window that night; "and of course it is Elizabeth who
makes him so." And that night Anna again wept and prayed for
Malcolm--her dearest brother, as she called him--for deep down in her
girlish heart there was buried the pure virginal love that she had
unconsciously given him--a love that no touch or breath would ever wake
into life now.
Malcolm was very repentant for days over his unkind speech, and on
Christmas Eve, when he paid his next visit, he brought Anna a
peace-offering in the shape of a valuable proof engraving of a picture
she had long coveted. Malcolm had had it beautifully framed. Anna was
enchanted with the gift, but Mrs. Herrick privately called her son to
account for his extravagance.
"There was no need to make Anna such an expensive present," she said
seriously. "You must have paid twenty guineas for that engraving. You
are too lavish in your generosity. She would be quite satisfied with
some pretty trifle."
"I am quite sure of that," he returned; "but it is such a pleasure to
give her things. Indeed, mother," as Mrs. Herrick still looked grave,
"I can well afford it. I have more money than I know how to spend, and
as I am not likely to marry, I see no good in hoarding."
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