American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“But she’s _dead_—Mary Pask is _dead_!” I almost screamed it aloud in my
amazement.
It was incredible, the tricks my memory had played on me since my fever!
I had known for nearly a year that Mary Pask was dead—had died suddenly
the previous autumn—and though I had been thinking of her almost
continuously for the last two or three days it was only now that the
forgotten fact of her death suddenly burst up again to consciousness.
Dead! But hadn’t I found Grace Bridgeworth in tears and crape the very
day I had gone to bid her good-bye before sailing for Egypt? Hadn’t she
laid the cable before my eyes, her own streaming with tears while I
read: “Sister died suddenly this morning requested burial in garden of
house particulars by letter”—with the signature of the American Consul
at Brest, a friend of Bridgeworth’s I seemed to recall? I could see the
very words of the message printed on the darkness before me.
As I stood there I was a good deal more disturbed by the discovery of
the gap in my memory than by the fact of being alone in a pitch-dark
house, either empty or else inhabited by strangers. Once before of late
I had noted this queer temporary blotting-out of some well-known fact;
and here was a second instance of it. Decidedly, I wasn’t as well over
my illness as the doctors had told me.... Well, I would get back to
Morgat and lie up there for a day or two, doing nothing, just eating and
sleeping....
In my self-absorption I had lost my bearings, and no longer remembered
where the door was. I felt in every pocket in turn for a match—but since
the doctors had made me give up smoking, why should I have found one?
The failure to find a match increased my sense of irritated
helplessness, and I was groping clumsily about the hall among the angles
of unseen furniture when a light slanted along the rough-cast wall of
the stairs. I followed its direction, and on the landing above me I saw
a figure in white shading a candle with one hand and looking down. A
chill ran along my spine, for the figure bore a strange resemblance to
that of Mary Pask as I used to know her.
“Oh, it’s _you_!” she exclaimed in the cracked twittering voice which
was at one moment like an old woman’s quaver, at another like a boy’s
falsetto. She came shuffling down in her baggy white garments, with her
usual clumsy swaying movements; but I noticed that her steps on the
wooden stairs were soundless. Well—they would be, naturally!
I stood without a word, gazing up at the strange vision above me, and
saying to myself: “There’s nothing there, nothing whatever. It’s your
digestion, or your eyes, or some damned thing wrong with you somewhere—”
But there was the candle, at any rate; and as it drew nearer, and lit up
the place about me, I turned and caught hold of the doorlatch. For,
remember, I had seen the cable, and Grace in crape....
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