American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
A few minutes later there emerged into the crowded streets a young
American dressed in a black coat of vaguely clerical cut, with a soft
felt hat shading his flushed cheek-bones, and a bead running up and down
his nervous throat.
The bazaar was already full of a deep holiday rumour, like the rattle of
wind in the palm-tops. The young man in the clerical coat, sharply
examined as he passed by hundreds of long Arab eyes, slipped into the
lanes behind the soukhs, and by circuitous passages gained the
neighbourhood of the Great Mosque. His heart was hammering against his
black coat, and under the buzz in his brain there boomed out insistently
the old question: “What’s the use?”
Suddenly, near the fountain that faced one of the doors of the Great
Mosque, he saw the figure of a man dressed like himself. The eyes of the
two men met across the crowd, and Willard pushed his way to Mr.
Blandhorn’s side.
“Sir, why did you—why are you—? I’m back—I couldn’t help it,” he gasped
out disconnectedly.
He had expected a vehement rebuke; but the old missionary only smiled on
him sadly. “It was noble of you, Willard.... I understand....” He looked
at the young man’s coat. “We had the same thought—again—at the same
hour.” He paused, and drew Willard into the empty passage of a ruined
building behind the fountain. “But what’s the use,—what’s the use?” he
exclaimed.
The blood rushed to the young man’s forehead. “Ah—then you feel it too?”
Mr. Blandhorn continued, grasping his arm: “I’ve been out—in this
dress—ever since you left; I’ve hung about the doors of the Medersas,
I’ve walked up to the very threshold of the Mosque, I’ve leaned against
the wall of Sidi Oman’s shrine; once the police warned me, and I
pretended to go away ... but I came back ... I pushed up closer ... I
stood in the doorway of the Mosque, and they saw me ... the people
inside saw me ... and no one touched me ... I’m too harmless ... _they
don’t believe in me_!”
He broke off, and under his struggling eyebrows Willard saw the tears on
his old lids.
The young man gathered courage. “But don’t you see, sir, that that’s the
reason it’s no use? We don’t understand them any more than they do us;
they know it, and all our witnessing for Christ will make no
difference.”
Mr. Blandhorn looked at him sternly. “Young man, no Christian has the
right to say that.”
Willard ignored the rebuke. “Come home, sir, come home ... it’s no
use....”
“It was because I foresaw you would take this view that I sent you to
Mogador. Since I was right,” exclaimed Mr. Blandhorn, facing round on
him fiercely, “how is it you have disobeyed me and come back?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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