American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
I ought to have shut the window when the first gust came. I might have
known there would soon be another, fiercer one. It came now, slamming
back the loose-hinged lattice, filling the room with the noise of the
sea and with wet swirls of fog, and dashing the other candle to the
floor. The light went out, and I stood there—we stood there—lost to each
other in the roaring coiling darkness. My heart seemed to stop beating;
I had to fetch up my breath with great heaves that covered me with
sweat. The door—the door—well, I knew I had been facing it when the
candle went. Something white and wraithlike seemed to melt and crumple
up before me in the night, and avoiding the spot where it had sunk away
I stumbled around it in a wide circle, got the latch in my hand, caught
my foot in a scarf or sleeve, trailing loose and invisible, and freed
myself with a jerk from this last obstacle. I had the door open now. As
I got into the hall I heard a whimper from the blackness behind me; but
I scrambled on to the hall door, dragged it open and bolted out into the
night. I slammed the door on that pitiful low whimper, and the fog and
wind enveloped me in healing arms.
III
When I was well enough to trust myself to think about it all again I
found that a very little thinking got my temperature up, and my heart
hammering in my throat. No use.... I simply couldn’t stand it ... for
I’d seen Grace Bridgeworth in crape, weeping over the cable, and yet I’d
sat and talked with her sister, on the same sofa—her sister who’d been
dead a year!
The circle was a vicious one; I couldn’t break through it. The fact that
I was down with fever the next morning might have explained it; yet I
couldn’t get away from the clinging reality of the vision. Supposing it
_was_ a ghost I had been talking to, and not a mere projection of my
fever? Supposing something survived of Mary Pask—enough to cry out to me
the unuttered loneliness of a lifetime, to express at last what the
living woman had always had to keep dumb and hidden? The thought moved
me curiously—in my weakness I lay and wept over it. No end of women were
like that, I supposed, and perhaps, after death, if they got their
chance they tried to use it.... Old tales and legends floated through my
mind; the bride of Corinth, the mediaeval vampire—but what names to
attach to the plaintive image of Mary Pask!
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