Hermia lay still a moment, then slipped from his arms and rose to her
feet. For a few moments she walked slowly up and down the room, then
stood before him. The mask of her face was the same, but through it a
new spirit shone. It was the supreme moment of Hermia’s life. She might
not again touch the depths of her old selfishness, but as surely would
she never a second time brush her wings against the peaks of self’s
emancipation.
“You are right,” she said; “I had not thought of you. I have sulked in
the lap of my own egoism all my life. That a human soul might get
outside of itself has never occurred to me—until now. I will live and
rejoice in my own abnegation, for the sacrifice will give me something
the better to offer you. I have suffered, and I shall suffer as long as
I live—but I believe you will be the happier for it.”
He stood up and grasped her hands. “Hermia!” he exclaimed beneath his
breath, “Hermia, promise it! Promise me that you will live, that you
will never kill yourself. There might be wild moments of
remorse—promise.”
“I promise,” she said.
“Ah! you are true to yourself at last.” Suddenly he shook from head to
foot, and leaned heavily against her.
She put her arms about him. “What is the matter?” she asked through
white lips.
“There is a trouble of the heart,” he murmured unsteadily, “it is not
dangerous. The tension has been very strong
to-night—but—to-morrow”—and then he fell to the floor.
She was beside him still when Miss Starbruck entered the room. The old
lady’s eyes were angry and defiant, and her mouth was set in a hard
line. For the first time in her life she was not afraid of Hermia.
“I heard his voice some time ago,” she said, hoarsely, “and at first I
did not dare face you and come in. But you are my dead sister’s child,
and I will do my duty by you. You shall not disgrace your mother’s
blood—why is he lying there like that?”
Hermia rose and confronted her, and involuntarily Miss Starbruck lowered
her eyes.
“He is dead,” said Hermia, “and I——have promised to live.”
THE END.
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=Transcriber’s Notes:=
Spellings and hyphenation have been retained as in the original.
Punctuation has been corrected without note.
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