Heroines of the CrusadesBloss, C. A. (Celestia Angenette)
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Heroines of the Crusades
Bloss, C. A. (Celestia Angenette)
Crusades; Crusades -- Biography; Women -- Biography
"Methinks," said Adela, as she sat with Maude in the loved twilight
conference, "it were a weary thing, to fast and pray as doth my sister
Cicely, and look forever on those dull, cold images of stone or pictured
saints, whose holiness we can never hope to reach."
"Thou thinkest so, dearest, because on the bright scroll of thy future is
pictured a living form glowing with youth and beauty," said Maude; "but
when death shuts out the light of hope, the pencil of love illumines the
canvass ever with the image of a saint."
"I have never seen a Saxon saint but thee, best one," said Adela,
affectionately kissing her cheek. "Cicely worships the memory of him who
would have wrested the broad realm of England from her father."
"And Agatha died for one who loved that father," said Maude, half
reproachfully.
"I cannot read aright the riddle of life," replied Adela, pensively, "less
still the riddle of love. Doth not the heart seek happiness as the flower
seeks the light? yet what men call the 'ends life lives for,' wealth and
power and dominion, terminate in discontent, despair, and death. No duke
of Normandy, since the days of Rou, hath been so successful as William the
Conqueror, yet the meanest serf is happier than he: and this love that
makes my heart flutter like a joyous bird, has consigned our Agatha to an
early grave--immured Cicely in the abhorrent convent--and," she added,
with a deprecating glance, "has plucked the last pale rose from the cheek
of my lovely Maude."
"Thou speakest thus because thou knowest neither life nor love," replied
the maiden. "Thou deemest wisely that a lofty purpose must call the strong
man to effort, else lying dormant would his faculties perish with the rust
of inactivity. Our pious bishop, Aldred, used to say; that any purpose so
holy as not to need evil means to work its ends, like the consecration of
the wafer, brings to the human soul the _real presence_ of Christ."
"Thy riddle is too deep for my poor wit," said Adela. "Tell me of the love
I know not--thy love."
"Thou fanciest thou lovest Count Stephen," said Maude, with a sigh, "but
should he plight his love to another, thou wouldst regard him with hate
and scorn."
"Aye, verily," replied Adela, her cheeks glowing, and her dark eye
flashing, at the thought.
"So loved not Maude Earl Edwin. Thy father bade him give his hand to
Agatha, and when I marked the undivided current of their lives, flowing on
in a stream of bliss, Ambition and Hope were quenched in my heart, but
Love went forth to light their pathway, and gilds with heavenly radiance
their early tomb."
"Maude!" exclaimed Adela, enthusiastically, "thou wert not formed for this
sinful world; thou shouldst dwell with the angels, for verily thou art one
of them."
"Commend me not," said Maude, "thou little knowest the bitter repinings of
my heart when I heard I might not enter the convent with Cicely, nor how
my soul recoils from this unnatural alliance with Simon."
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