The words, "I love you with all my heart,"
haunted her. She did not believe them any more now than before; but they
had a very sweet sound. She was no nearer now than then to any impulse
to take Dr. Williams at his word: nothing could be deeper implanted in a
soul than the conviction was in Hetty's that no man was likely to love
her. But she was no longer so sure that she herself could not love.
Vague and wistful reveries began to interrupt her activity. She would
stand sometimes, with her arms folded, leaning on a stile, and idly
watching her men at work, till they wondered what had happened to their
mistress. She lost a little of the color from her cheeks, and the full
moulded lines of her chin grew sharper.
"Faith, an' Miss Hetty's goin' off, sooner'n she's any right to," said
Mike to Norah one day.
"What puts such a notion in your head thin, Mike?" retorted Norah, "sure
she's as foine a crayther as's in all the county, an' foiner too."
"Foine enough, but I say for all that that she's a goin' off in her
looks mighty fast," replied the keen-eyed Mike. "You don't think she'd
be a pinin' for anybody, do you?"
Norah gave a hearty Irish laugh.
"Miss Hetty a pinin'!" she repeated over and over with bursts of
merriment:
"Ah, but yez are all alike, ye men. Miss Hetty a pinin'! I 'd like to
see the man Miss Hetty wud pine fur."
Mike and Norah were both right. There was no "pining" in Hetty's busy
and sensible soul; but there had been planted in it a germ of new life,
whose slow quickening and growth were perplexing and disturbing
elements: not as yet did she recognize them; she only felt the
disturbance, and its link with Dr. Eben was sufficiently clear to make
her manner to him undergo an indefinable change. It was no less cordial,
no less frank: you could not have said where the change was; but it was
there, and he felt it. He ought to have understood it and taken heart.
But he was ignorant like Hetty, only felt the disturbance, and taking
counsel of his fears believed that things were going wrong. Sometimes he
would stay away for many days, and then watch closely Hetty's manner
when they met. Never a trace of resentment or even wonder at his
absence. Sometimes he would go there daily for an interval; never a
trace of expectation or of added familiarity. But now things were
changed. Little Raby's illness seemed to put them all back where they
were during the days of the sea-side idyl. Now the doctor felt himself
again needed. Both Hetty and Sally lived upon his words, even his looks.
Again and again the child's life seemed hanging in even balances, and it
was with a gratitude almost like that they felt to God that the two
women blessed Dr. Eben for his recovery. Night after night, the three
watched by the baby's bed, listening to his shrill and convulsive
breathings.
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