But the fumes of the lead-works
affected _his_ appetite, too, and his spirits: and when these flag a
man has an easy and specious remedy in brandy-and-water. By and by
it became a habit with him, when his men ceased work, to stroll down
to the "Turk's Head" for a "stiffener" before his meal. The men he
met there respected him for a flourishing tradesman and flattered
him. He adored his wife still. In his eyes no woman would compare
with her. But there was no denying he felt more at home in company
which allowed him to tell or listen to a coarse story and stretch his
legs and boast at his ease.
He was not aware of any slackening in affection. But Hetty noted it
and fought against it, though with a sinking heart. She had counted
on this babe to draw him back--if not to her, then at least to home.
When told that it was dead, on an impulse she had turned her face at
once to him and with a heart-rending look appealed for his
forgiveness. He did not understand. Yet he behaved well, stroking
her head and saying what he could to comfort her.
She was convinced now that she lay under God's curse, and by and by
her weak thoughts connected this curse with her father's displeasure.
If she could move her father to relent, it might be lifted from her.
And so after many weeks of brooding she found courage to write this
letter:
From Hetty to her Father
Honoured Sir,--Although you have cast me off and I know that a
determination once taken by you is not easily moved, I must tell
you that some word of your forgiving is not only necessary to
me, but would make happier the marriage in which, as you
compelled it, you must still (I think) feel no small concern.
My child, on whose frail help I had counted to make our life
more supportable to my husband and myself, is dead. Should God
give and take away another, I can never escape the thought that
my father's intercession might have prevailed against His wrath,
which I shall then, alas! take to be manifest.
Forgive me, sir, that I make you a party in such happiness (or
unhappiness) as the world generally allows to be, under God, a
portion for two. But as you planted my matrimonial bliss, so
you cannot run away from my prayer when I beseech you to water
it with a little kindness. My brothers will report to you what
they have seen of my way of life and my daily struggle to redeem
the past. But I have come to a point where I feel your
forgiveness to be necessary to me. I beseech you, then, not to
withhold it, and to believe me your obedient daughter,
Mehet. Wright.
The Answer
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