Daughter,--If you would persuade me that your penitence is more
than feigned, you are going the wrong way to work. I decline to
be made a party to your matrimonial fortunes, as you claim in
what appears to be intended for the flower of your letter; and
in your next, if you would please me, I advise you to display
less wit and more evidence of honest self-examination.
To that--which is the beginning of repentance--you do not appear
to have attained. Yet it would teach you that your troubles, if
you have any, flow from your own sin, and that for any
inconveniences you may find in marriage you are probably as much
to blame (at the very least) as your honest husband.
Your brothers speak well of him, and I shall always think myself
obliged to him for his civilities to you.
But what are your troubles? You do not name them. What hurt
has matrimony done you? I know only that it has given you a
good name. I do not remember that you were used to have so
frightful an idea of it as you have now. Pray be more explicit.
Restrain your wit if you wish to write again, and I will answer
your next if I like it. Your father,
S. Wesley.
On receiving this Hetty could not at once bethink her of having given
any cause of offence. But she had kept a rough copy of her letter,
and on studying it was fairly shocked by its tone, which now seemed
to her almost flippant.
She marvelled at her maladroitness, which was the more singular
because she had really written under strong emotion. She did not
even now guess the secret of her failure; which was, that she had
written entreating forgiveness of one whom she had not wholly
forgiven. Nevertheless she tried again.
Hetty to her Father
Honoured Sir,--Though I was glad, on any terms, of the favour of
a line from you, yet I was concerned at your displeasure on
account of the unfortunate paragraph which you are pleased to
say was meant for the flower of my letter. I wish it had not
gone, since I perceive it gave you some uneasiness.
But since what I said occasioned some queries, which I should be
glad to speak freely about, I earnestly beg that the little I
shall say may not be offensive to you, since I promise to be as
little witty as possible, though I can't help saying you accuse
me of being too much so; especially these late years past I have
been pretty free from that scandal.
You ask me what hurt matrimony has done me, and whether I had
always so frightful an idea of it as I have now?
Home questions, indeed! and I once more beg of you not to be
offended at the least I can say to them, if I say anything.
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