"These vows!" murmured Hetty, flinging herself back in her favourite
attitude and nursing her knee. "If folks will not obey Christ's
command and swear not at all, they might at least choose a vow which
only hurts themselves. Now, papa"--Hetty shot a glance at her
mother, who felt it, even in the dusk, and bent her eyes on the
smouldering fire. The girl had heard (for it was kitchen gossip)
that Mr. Wesley had once quarrelled with his wife over politics, and
left Epworth rectory vowing never to return to her until she
acknowledged William III. for her rightful king; nor indeed had
returned until William's death made the vow idle and released him.
"Now, papa"--after a pause--"has an unfortunate habit, like Jephthah,
of swearing to another's hurt. For instance, since Sukey married
Dick Ellison, he seems to have vowed that none of us shall have a
lover; and, so, dear mother, you might have found us just now, like
six daughters of Jephthah, bewailing our fates upon a hill."
"He has no fault to find with my John Lambert," put in Nancy.
Hetty did not heed. "I have no patience with these swearers. A man,
or a woman for that matter, should have the courage to outbrave an
oath when it hurts the innocent. Did God require the blood of
Jephthah's daughter? or of the sons of Rizpah? Think, mother, if
this fire were lit in the fields here, and you sitting by it to scare
the beasts from your three sons! I cannot like that David.
Saul, now, was a man and a king, every inch of him, even in his dark
hours. David had no breeding--a pretty, florid man, with his curls
and pink cheeks; one moment dancing and singing, and the next weeping
on his bed. Some women like that kind of man: but his complexion
wears off. In the end he grows nasty, and from the first he is
disgustingly underbred."
"Hetty!"
"I cannot help it, mother. Had I been Michal, and Saul's daughter,
and had seen that man capering before the ark, I should have scorned
him as she did."
And Hetty stood up and strode away into the darkness.
In the darkness, almost an hour later, Molly found her by the edge of
a dyke. She had a handkerchief twisted between her fingers, and kept
wringing it as she paced to and fro. Why had she given way to
passion? Why, on this night of all nights, had she saddened her
mother? And why by an outburst against David, of all people in the
world?
She could not tell. When the temper is overcharged it overflows,
nine times out of ten, into a channel absurdly irrelevant.
What on earth had David to do with it? She halted and laughed while
Molly entreated her. In the dyke the black water crawled at her
feet, and upon it a star shone.
"Star Mary--_stella maris_, if only you will shine steadily and guide
me! Kiss me now, and hear that I am sorry."
But it was Molly who, later that night, put out both arms in the bed
where they slept together: and with a wail which lasted until Hetty
enfolded her and held her close.
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