Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of LifeDreiser, Theodore
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Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of Life
Dreiser, Theodore
American essays -- 20th century
Sometimes I think all this is the almost inevitable result of something
inherently weak but with one clear power: that of visualizing or
perceiving strength in other things and so, by contrast, its own
weakness; and, by reflex action merely, attempting to salve itself
against its own ineffectiveness by imagining itself to be that which it
may never be: a victor, a Colossus bestriding the world, an undying
potentate, ruling forever, and so gaining strength to go on. For
individuals are never masters in any remarkable way. They merely and at
best borrow or direct the energies of many, and in the main to no
important result to themselves. A Napoleon slaves and starves to the end
that he may die on St. Helena and bring considerable profit to many who
never heard of him and care not at all. A Cæsar toils endlessly at
organization and the development and preservation of Rome, only to be
stabbed to death in his fifty-sixth year, practically unrewarded. A
Hannibal slaves for Carthage, enduring endless hardships, only to die by
his own hand. The category might be extended indefinitely. And yet the
world is full of laudations of the powers of men, their satisfactions,
their vast, vast rewards and glories; while so many decayed steles and
temple doorways, and data unending, bear testimony to their utter
material and subsequent spiritual futility.
And when I say this I wish to make it perfectly clear that I am by no
means confusing the race with the individual, or vice versa. What a race
may do, and what man may, are two very different things. The race,
representing the totality of active creations and pushed on by dynamic
forces from below, may be, and in so far as one can guess is, a huge
success. The God or force or forces using man in various aspects here
and now (two billion men at the present moment) may be and no doubt is
finding self-expression through and in him and may well be tremendously
satisfied with the result. But in what way does that, or can it, add to
the comfort or bliss of the particular individual? Endlessly repeated,
an oyster-like copy of every other man that has ever been, a mere minute
portion of something the significance or import of which he can not
even surmise. And within the race itself one need only think of the
various types--preacher, actor, lawyer, doctor, merchant, thief, writer,
poetic, artist, prize-fighter, all very much alike and all repeated and
repeated ad infinitum--to see how impossible the idea of individuality
is. The very idea of extreme individuality, even under the most special
and favored circumstances, is seen to be all but an impossibility. We
are at best, even in our arts and highest forms of special
adaptations, copies of things which are and have been as common as
pig-tracks--generals, philosophers, statesmen, society grande dames and
the like not excepted. Over and over and over we appear, one and all,
even our exact gestures, smiles, glances. Who has not seen it in so
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