Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of LifeDreiser, Theodore
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Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of Life
Dreiser, Theodore
American essays -- 20th century
short a space as three generations? And we speak of individuality, of
special destinies!
Herein lies the pathos, and this is the outstanding fact, that man is
essentially a creation or mechanism, accidental or not as you wish, of a
force or forces which in so far as any one can determine is or are, far
more than he in his wildest flights of fancy suspects, the thing which
he most craves to be, individual, enduring, but of which he is only a
part and of which he is constantly seeking more--_life_. The thing which
makes and repeats over and over ad infinitum and _is_ two billions of
men, or anything else into which it chooses to form itself, may be
thought of as having life, personality, success and the like, but as for
individual man or any of its minute atoms! Indeed man might as well
think of the minute atoms of his internal mechanism as having success,
fame, a great life or future, as himself. His day, like theirs, is
measured by a minute fraction of time and labor and energy, and so is
nothing. Quite obviously there is something which is to man what man in
his entirety as an individual is to the least ion or molecule of his
inner cosmos: a thing of so vast a magnitude comparatively as to be as
far outside his reckoning as must he be to the ion of his inner body.
And as for size or force and import, that which creates him is as far
above him as he is above the ion. Indeed, although man, in his capacity
or proportion as an individual and as contrasted with the least of the
electrons of his being, is beyond computation for size, yet viewed again
in contrast with his external world he sinks into a mere fumbling,
briefly-ended mote and tool. Like the ion of his inner cosmos, in this
vast etheric or ionic something which is outside of him and which we see
blazing as worlds or suns or existing as immeasurable space, he is too
minute and too brief to be discussed. Even the great earth which he
treads with so much pride is to this external thing quite as minute as
man’s electron is to him; and yet his relationship even to this is
almost as nothing. For on this so minute thing which, sidereally
speaking, is as nothing, he appears nevertheless, insect-wise, by the
billion every forty (or whatever the average life of man may be) years,
to say nothing of innumerable other forms which have the ion or the
molecule as the base of their material presence or structure. Still he
permits himself to believe that he is something, and in facing all has
the stupendous or fortunate ignorance to write himself down as Lord,
Master, Great Guider of Things Terrestrial!
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