Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of LifeDreiser, Theodore
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Hey Rub-a-dub-dub: A Book of the Mystery and Wonder and Terror of Life
Dreiser, Theodore
American essays -- 20th century
And yet sometimes when I looked out upon the world as it glimmered
before my windows--when I saw, as it so chanced, the waters of the river
flowing by, the splendid boats riding at anchor or steaming peacefully
past, and the wonder of the hills and hollows, all set suggestively
before the eyes--it came to me that, perhaps, in spite of the seeming
injustice involved in this situation, variety was as essential to
happiness as so-called justice or equation, and that the very
inequalities I was bemoaning were the things which I was admiring in
Nature. To blot out the light and the shadows, to remove the hills and
dales, to take away the far reaches which spread between luxury and
want, idleness and toil--might not these be the things which after all
would rob life of much of its value and charm? Might they not?
But as I turned again to the weariness of my labor and saw once more the
routine, the comparative slavery, the drag of almost endless hours, I
could not help wishing for each that there might be some better
solution than this necessity for variety--that perhaps the heights and
hollows need not after all be so vast. To survey a mountain, to view a
desert--was not this the privilege of but a few? And might not the true
beauty of life exist in the way-places where are neither heights nor
depths but only a tender and appealing undulation? I wondered, and still
do, for in spite of endless personal inconvenience I have never been
able to believe that an unbreakable dead level of equality should
maintain, that none should suffer overmuch, that none should want to the
extreme. And yet at this time, in this place, the less varied seemed the
all-to-be-desired. That it was not to be found in so starkly diversified
a world as here offers did not lessen the pain of the labor or the value
of the ideal in the least. To work, to wait, to hope, to pray for some
such change--how important these loomed in the hour of weariness! And
yet the charm that hope cast over effort was as though the difference
had already in part been bridged and that the realization of the ideal
was almost at hand.
III.
The toil of the laborer is without mercy, its grim insistence unrequited
by anything save the meager wages wherewith it is paid. There is no true
beauty in it, no tenderness. There is no thought of anything save what
muscle and the strength of the individual can be made to yield. More
than this, the sum of what is accomplished passes almost entirely into
other hands. There is no provision made for those who will be as
tattered remnants when the things for which they labored have been
accomplished.
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