Hidden seed : $b or A year in a girl's lifeLeslie, Emma
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Hidden seed : $b or A year in a girl's life
Leslie, Emma
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Selfishness -- Juvenile fiction; Teenage girls -- Juvenile fiction
"'The blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth us from all sin,'" said Mabel,
scarce knowing what she ought to say to comfort her cousin under this
new distress. She felt vaguely uneasy herself, for if her cousin had
such a sense of sin, because she had unknowingly buried this "true
light" all these years, how much greater must her sin be—she who had
been so carefully instructed from her earliest infancy. Sometimes
lately she had tried to shelter herself under the thought, painful
though it might be, that God's special grace had not been given to her
yet, but in some future time she might hope to have this, and then her
life would be different.
But if Mrs. Barker's reading of the parable of the sower was true, she
could not shift the responsibility of her failure in this way, for
she knew that her life had been a failure lately—God's grace had been
given, but she had let the wild weeds and tares almost choke it. She
read the parable of the sower for herself over and over again, hoping
to detect some corner out of which she could creep, but she found none.
There was the plain declaration—the seed was sown in all sorts of soil,
leaving her without excuse if she neglected this salvation.
Not that she came to this conclusion all at once, or did not try to
wriggle out of it at first when she did see it, but Isabel's talk, and
what she herself read of the teaching of the Lord Jesus Christ Himself,
shut her up to this view of the matter, and she saw that there was no
royal road by which self-denial and struggle might be evaded if she
would live a truly useful life.
But, meanwhile, this was not the only care that oppressed her. The
winter passed into spring, and brought with it fresh wants in the way
of dress. Her mother was not unmindful of these, for she sent her what
she thought would be an ample sum of money to provide all she would
require.
Now, the bill she owed the dressmaker amounted to about the same sum as
her mother had sent for her spring outfit. And this burden of debt had
proved so intolerable to Mabel that she went at once and paid it, never
thinking of her two brown dresses that would now have to last until
midsummer.
At first she assumed a stoical indifference when Julia and Isabel
donned their pretty spring attire. Her younger cousin had put off doing
this as long as she could, in the hope that Mabel would also lay aside
her winter garb, which, however comfortable and suitable it might look
in winter time, was certainly out of place now. But to all her hints
upon the subject, Mabel only gave short snappish answers.
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