Hidden seed : $b or A year in a girl's lifeLeslie, Emma
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Hidden seed : $b or A year in a girl's life
Leslie, Emma
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Selfishness -- Juvenile fiction; Teenage girls -- Juvenile fiction
"Oh, mamma, how can I do anything?" asked Mabel earnestly.
"Well, dear, at present I am afraid you can only help us by being as
diligent as you can with your own lessons, that you may be able to
teach Mary and the others by and by, so as to save us the expense of a
governess and masters," said Mrs. Randolph.
Mabel looked greatly disappointed.
"Only teach Mary and the children!" she said.
"My dear, it will be a great help to us—a great relief to me, when you
can take this work off my hands. You might begin with some of the easy
lessons now, if you wish. But I do not want to burden you while you
are still learning yourself." But as she said it, Mrs. Randolph looked
wistfully at her daughter, hoping she would offer to hear the children
some of their lessons.
But Mabel was in no hurry to undertake the post of governess to her
little sisters. She craved some greater work than this, and she said:
"Mamma, couldn't I do something else?"
"Something else, Mabel!" repeated Mrs. Randolph. "What could a girl of
fifteen do? But I must not stay talking any longer," she hastily added,
"for Mary and the children will be waiting for me."
Again she cast a wistful, lingering look at Mabel, hoping she would
offer to take the children's lessons this morning.
But Mabel was feeling too vexed and disappointed to look at her mother,
but sat toying with the pen she had been using until her mother left
the room. Then she leaned her head down and burst into tears.
"It is hard," she sobbed. "I do want to be useful, and yet it seems
that I am not to do anything except learn lessons."
She tore up the letter she had written to Mrs. Rose, and then wrote
another, saying she must give up all her work but the Sunday-school
class. For, truth to tell, she shrank from going to see either the
rector or his wife just now, as her mother had suggested.
When the letter was written, she took out a German exercise and sat
down to study it, but soon fell to thinking over what her mother had
told her concerning her father's business, and from this she began
wishing she could have the assistance of first-class masters like her
cousin Isabel had. But then there was all the difference in their
circumstances, for while her uncle was every year growing richer, it
seemed that they were only getting poorer as time went on. And yet it
did seem hard. The more she thought of it, the harder it seemed. For
while her cousin had all these educational advantages, she would never
need to use them as Mabel herself would, for she had always heard that
her aunt was a fashionable, fine lady, without a thought beyond her
dress and her dinners and the furnishing of her house, and so Isabel's
proficiency in music and languages would be no more than an extra
adornment of no real service to herself or anybody else. And Mabel
heaved a sigh of envy as she turned to her book again.
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