He would sometimes, whimsically, compare himself to Coleridge, and I
think that he often deliberately talked in S. T. C.'s manner with
delight in the joke. For, I need hardly say that the comparison was not
in any way a serious one; he had a veneration for Coleridge's
achievement, with a still greater veneration for that which Coleridge
might have achieved, which would have caused him to regard any such
comparison, seriously entertained, as unspeakably ludicrous. Still, he
liked to regard himself as a very humble disciple in Coleridge's school,
he was fond, as I have said, of imitating his master's manner as well as
he could, and I think that he cherished, in the fashion of S. T. C., the
notion that he had a "system," an esoteric philosophy of things; he
sought for a key that would open, and a lamp that would enlighten all
the dark treasure-houses of the Universe, and sometimes he believed that
he held both the Key and the Lamp in his hands.
It is a confession of mysticism, but I incline to think that he was
right in this belief. I recall the presence of that hollow, echoing
room, the atmosphere with its subtle suggestion of incense sweetening
the dank odours of the cellar, and the tone of the voice speaking to me,
and I believe that once or twice we both saw visions, and some glimpse
at least of certain eternal, ineffable Shapes. But these matters, the
more esoteric doctrines of "the system" have entered hardly or not at
all into the very imperfect and fragmentary notes that I have made of
his conversations on literature.
I should scarcely be justified in calling him a literary monomaniac. But
it is true that Art in general, and the art of literature in particular
had for him a very high significance and interest; and he was always
ready to defend the thesis that, all the arts being glorious, the
literary art was the most glorious and wonderful of all. He reverenced
music, but he was firm in maintaining that in perfect lyrical poetry
there is the subtlest and most beautiful melody in the world.
I can scarcely say whether he wrote much himself. He would speak of
stories on which he was engaged, but I have never seen his name on
publishers' lists, and I do not think that he had adopted a pseudonym.
One evening, I remember, I came in a little before my accustomed time,
and in the shadowy corner of the room, a drawer in the secretaire was
open, and I thought that it looked full of neat manuscripts. But I never
spoke to him about his literary work; and I noticed that he did not much
care to talk of literature from the commercial standpoint.
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