And so they sat, sad and silent, knowing the parting, the sad, final
parting would come in a few quickly-fleeing moments.
Outside the clouds had been gathering thickly over the sky, and now and
then a few shafts of sunlight still forced a passage through them with
steady persistency, although storm hovered over all, waiting the signal
to burst forth. Suddenly a silver glare of lightning sprang out from
beneath the black-winged cloud hanging low in the horizon, and a few
large drops of rain began to fall. Mary nestled closer to him as she saw
the brilliant flash, and shivered apprehensively. They both were thinking
of that other storm, when he had bidden farewell to Ayrshire in poverty
and despair, to take his place in Edinburgh among the high and mighty,
to claim the reward of genius—honor, fame and renown. And now the time
had come for her to say farewell, only there was a difference, and such
a difference! She was bidding good-by to life, to love, to everything. A
happy smile broke over her wistful face as she thought of her reward; it
would not be such a fleeting thing as riches, honor and fame. Thank God,
it was more than those; it was an eternity of happiness. No more sorrow,
no more suffering, only peace, divine peace, such as the world knoweth
not, such as she had never known in her short, eventful life.
“And so, Mary,” murmured Robert brokenly, “the end of our life’s romance
has come at last.”
She put her little hand in his and pressed it warmly.
“Yes, ’tis the end, Robin Adair. The end of all, but it had to come some
time; we were but wearing our hearts out in vain longings, in bitter
regrets, ye ken that, dear.” She paused and idly watched the rain, which
was now coming down fiercely. “It will be better for—for us—all when I am
gone,” she murmured presently, with a far-away look in her eyes.
A sob of anguish caused her to turn quickly to the sorrowing man by
her side. Putting her hand on his head, she continued in pathetic
resignation, “I will be spared much pain and sorrow, ye ken, so dinna
greet for me, laddie. I—I am content, nay glad to go, for I—I am so
tired—so very tired of this—long, unhappy struggle.” Her voice trembled
and the tears rolled slowly down her sad cheeks.
“If I, too, could only end it all,” he moaned.
“Sh! laddie!” she answered in gentle reproach. “Ye mustna’ wish for
death; ye have those dependent on ye, whom ye maun think of noo, Jean and
the bairns.” Her voice grew very sweet and caressing. “I saw them as I
came in. Oh, they are such bonnie little lads, dearie. So like ye, too.
Gilbert is o’er fond of them; he is playing wi’ them noo.”
Mrs. Dunlop had been taken ill at the last moment and had commissioned
Gilbert to take her place. She had supplied him plentifully with money
for the journey and had then sorrowfully taken her departure for
Edinburgh, her kind old heart sad and heavy.
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