“Robbie lad,” continued Mary earnestly, “ye—ye maun take Jean close to
your heart. Ye maun love her fondly for the bairns’ sake and—for her own,
too, for she is a good, kind wife to ye, and ye’ll all—be very happy yet,
I ken weel.”
He slipped down from his chair to his knees and buried his tear-stained
face in her lap. “When ye go, Mary,” he murmured brokenly, “I’ll never
know peace and happiness again.” She let him weep on in silence.
Presently he raised his head and looked at her. “Ye dinna’ ken, lassie,
how I have hungered for a sight of your dear face—a word from your sweet
lips, this last year.” He clung to her passionately. “An’ noo in a few
minutes,” he continued in anguish, “ye will pass out o’ my life forever
and I maun live on here—desolate—and heart-broken.”
“Nay, nay!” she cried reproachfully. “Dinna’ say that, laddie, not alone,
not alone,” and she looked compassionately at the door of the kitchen
where Jean sat in patient misery holding her bairn to her aching heart.
At that moment Gilbert softly opened the door and told them that they
would have to start at once, that the storm would not let up and that
they must catch the boat at Greenock that night.
“Ye had better say good-by, noo,” and he closed the door quietly behind
him.
They looked at each other, too dazed for words. Then she started to rise
to her feet, but he clasped her hands tightly, though she did not feel
the pain, and pressed her into the seat again.
“Not yet, not yet, Mary!” he gasped. “I canna’ let ye go just yet. ’Tis
like tearing my heart out by its roots.”
“Ye mustna’ greet so, laddie,” said Mary, frightened by the vehemence of
his sorrow.
“’Tis all my fault,” he moaned, “all thro’ my sinful weakness that ye are
made to suffer noo, all my fault.”
She put her fingers on his lips. “Sh! dearie!” she remonstrated softly.
“Dinna’ blame yoursel’. If we suffer noo, we must na’ forget how happy
we have been, and we were happy, weren’t we, laddie?” and she smiled
in fond reminiscence, then continued a trifle unsteadily, “An—an hour’s
happiness is worth a year of pain, for when we get sad an’ lonely, we can
live it all over again, canna’ we?” She paused and sighed pathetically.
“Only it—it isna’ real, is it, laddie?” A sudden break in her voice
caused her to put her hand to her throat and look away with quivering
lips. Then she went on in plaintive, pleading gentleness, “Ye will
sometimes think of me—way up—in the Highlands, won’t ye, dearie? It
willna’ wrong—Jean, for—soon your Mary will be—in Heaven, in her castle
grand.”
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