Hilaire Belloc: No Alienated Man; A Study in Christian IntegrationWilhelmsen, Frederick D.
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Hilaire Belloc: No Alienated Man; A Study in Christian Integration
Wilhelmsen, Frederick D.
Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Belloc, Hilaire, 1870-1953
On the second of November, Myself awakes “from a dream,” and
Grizzlebeard tells him solemnly that it is the day of parting. The
Four Men walk slowly and silently through the mists until they take
“that lane northward which turns through Redlands and up to the
hill of Elstead and its inn.”[3] Then they break bread together for
the last time in the communion of friendship, and the Three, led by
Grizzlebeard, part company from Myself, who until the very end protests
and urges yet another day of comradeship. Grizzlebeard replies:
“There is nothing at all that remains: nor any house; nor any castle,
however strong; nor any love, however tender and sound; nor any
comradeship among men, however hardy. Nothing remains but the things
of which I will not speak, because we have spoken enough of them
already during these four days. But I who am old will give you advice,
which is this—to consider chiefly from now onward those permanent
things which are, as it were, the shores of this age and the harbours
of our glittering and pleasant but dangerous and wholly changeful sea.”
When he said this (by which he meant Death), the other two, looking
sadly at me, stood silent also for about the time in which a man
can say good-by with reverence. Then they all turned about and went
rapidly and with a purpose up the village street.
I watched them, straining my sad eyes; but in a moment the mist
received them and they had disappeared.[4]
Myself hurries on “into the loneliness of the high Downs that are my
brothers and my repose.”[5] Alone, somewhat shaken and bitter in his
dereliction, he passes quickly over the burial mounds of the old kings
of Sussex.
I ... felt the full culmination of all the twenty tides of mutability
which had thus run together to make a skerry of my soul. I saw and
apprehended, as a man sees or touches a physical thing, that nothing
of our sort remains, and that even before my county should cease
to be itself I should have left it. I recognized that I was (and I
confessed) in that attitude of the mind wherein men admit mortality;
something had already passed from me—I mean that fresh and vigorous
morning of the eyes wherein the beauty of this land had been reflected
as a tiny mirror of burnished silver. Youth was gone out apart; it was
loved and regretted and no longer possessed.
Then, as I walked through this wood more slowly, pushing before me
great billows of dead leaves, as the bows of a ship push the dark
waters before them, this side and that, when the wind blows full on
the middle of the sail and the water answers loudly as the ship sails
on, so I went till suddenly I remembered with the pang that catches
men at the clang of bells what this time was in November; it was the
Day of the Dead.[6]
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