Hilda Strafford: A California StoryHarraden, Beatrice
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Hilda Strafford: A California Story
Harraden, Beatrice
California -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Ranches -- Fiction
“He had filled the reservoir too full,” Hilda said, in her grating
voice. “I can’t imagine why he did such a ridiculous thing when he
knew the rain was coming. And then there was some trouble about the
flood-gate. It would not act properly. That is how it has occurred:
at least so he told me. Day after day he put off looking after that
flood-gate, until it was too late. I am dreadfully sorry about it all,
but I cannot think why he did not take proper precautions. I would not
say that to him, of course, but it seems to me that it might have been
prevented if--”
“If Bob had not been utterly worn out,” said Ben, brusquely.
“Well, it is altogether most unfortunate,” she said indifferently.
Ben glanced at her keenly, scarcely knowing how to control his
indignation at her cold criticism of his friend. He was trying to make
out what manner of woman she really was, trying to divine what kind of
heart she had, and what degree of intelligence; for she apparently did
not realise the seriousness of the disaster, and talked of it as though
it were something outside her, in the consequences of which she had no
part.
“I scarcely think this is the moment for criticism,” he said suddenly;
“it is the moment for generous sympathy. Bob will need everything we
can give him of help and kindness.”
“Do you suppose I don’t know that?” she asked coldly. “Do you imagine
that I am intending to make things harder for him? What do you suppose
I am?”
“I suppose you are what you are,” Ben answered, in his quiet deliberate
way, “a new-comer to California, ignorant of our lives out here, our
struggles, our weeks and months and years of unaccustomed toil, and our
great anxieties, and our great disasters. Your ranch is practically
ruined. All those trees would have borne splendid lemons next year. Bob
has tended them with special care. Now they are swept away. The part of
your ranch which is left uninjured by the bursting of the reservoir, is
the newly planted part. About two or three months ago, I myself helped
Bob to put in the trees. Now he will have to begin all over again. And
it is just crushing.”
He paused for a moment, and even in the midst of his exasperation at
her indifference, and in spite of his sympathy with Bob, he felt a
rush of kindly feeling towards her. There she was amongst them in
a foreign land, with none of her own people and none of her former
interests,--no, she had not come out to anything very cheerful: and at
twenty-four, and three weeks married, one has a right to expect some
satisfaction out of life.
“But I am not a very gay companion,” he said, with sudden cheeriness.
“You have had enough sadness for one day, and here am I doing my level
best to add to it. Holles always says that if I had chosen, I could
have written an admirable Book of Lamentations.”
“He is a most amusing boy,” Hilda said, smiling in spite of herself.
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