Hilda Strafford: A California StoryHarraden, Beatrice
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Hilda Strafford: A California Story
Harraden, Beatrice
California -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Ranches -- Fiction
“Well, now,” said Ben Overleigh, sinking down beside him, “and I tell
you, Bob, you’ve made a deucèd pretty little garden for her. That deaf
old woman with the ear-trumpet has not grown finer violets than those
yonder; and as for your roses, you could not find any better in Santa
Barbara itself. I can’t say much for the grass-plot at present. It
reminds me rather of a man’s bald head. But the creepers are just first
rate, especially the ones I planted. And there isn’t a bonnier little
ranch than yours in the whole neighbourhood. If my lemons were coming
on as well as yours, nothing on earth should prevent me from stepping
over to the dear old country for a few weeks.”
Robert Strafford looked up and smiled.
“The trees certainly are doing splendidly,” he said, with some pride.
“I know I’ve given them the best part of my strength and time these
last three years. There ought to be some return for that, oughtn’t
there, Ben?”
Ben made no answer, but puffed at his pipe, and Robert Strafford
continued:
“You see, Hilda and I had been engaged for some time, and things did
not go well with me in the old country,--I couldn’t make my niche for
myself like other fellows seem able to do,--and then there came that
wretched illness of mine, which crippled all my best abilities for the
time. So when at last I set to work again, I felt I must leave no stone
unturned to grasp some kind of a success: here was a new life and a new
material, and I vowed I would contrive something out of it for Hilda
and myself.”
He paused a moment, and came closer to Ben Overleigh.
“But I don’t know how I ever dared hope that she would come out here,”
he said, half-dreamily. “I’ve longed for it and dreaded it, and longed
for it and dreaded it. If I were to have a message now to say she
had thrown it up, I don’t suppose I should ever want to smile again.
But that is not the worst thing that would happen to one. I dread
something far more--her disappointment, her scorn; for, when all is
done and said, it is a wretched land, barren and bereft, and you know
yourself how many of the women suffer here. They nearly all hate it.
Something dies down in them. You have only got to look at them to know.
They have lost the power of caring. I’ve seen it over and over again,
and then I have cursed my lemon-trees. And I tell you, Ben, I feel
so played out by work and doubt, and so over-shadowed, that if Hilda
hates the whole thing, it will just be the death of me. It will kill me
outright.”
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