Hildebrand; or, The Days of Queen Elizabeth, An Historic Romance, Vol. 1 of 3Anonymous
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Hildebrand; or, The Days of Queen Elizabeth, An Historic Romance, Vol. 1 of 3
Anonymous
Great Britain -- History -- Elizabeth, 1558-1603 -- Fiction
It is a difficult thing to tear the affections from one
who, in times past, has been their stay and centre; and it
may be doubted whether the heart can ever wholly alienate a
once-cherished object; but that love, which comprehends the
softest feelings of our nature, bound together by the most
tender memories, should be proof to a continuous succession of
outrageous assaults, and survive all fellowship and reciprocity,
seems almost impossible. Yet Dame Shedlock, in her attachment
to her husband, realised this seeming anomaly. After a life of
ill-usage, she still clung to him as fondly, as devotedly, and
even as passionately, as on the day that, glowing with maidenly
confusion, she first surrendered to him her hand and heart. He
might be a bad man; she might know that, in his dealings with
the world, he often committed very unscrupulous acts; but yet
her bosom found him an excuse, or awarded him a justification.
Such a deed might appear evil in her eye, but it had, no doubt,
a sanction in the practice of the world, or was called for
and justified by the circumstances of the times. She would not
acknowledge that the absolute possessor of her most precious
sympathies, on whom she reposed her happiness here, and her
wishes of hereafter, was stained and defiled with the hideous
colours of guilt: even if he were so, it was not by her, the wife
and partner of his bosom, that his actions were to be questioned,
or his conduct condemned. In short, despite his ill-usage, and
the groveling selfishness of his nature, which he seemed to pride
himself in making apparent, she loved him; and this explains, in
one word, every trait in her conduct that appears singular or
unnatural.
If Dame Shedlock had been a mother, her love for her husband
might, from the division of her affections, have been less
stable, and more alive to those slights and provocations, which
fall on the heart with a depressing influence. Less possessed
by her love, she would have viewed his character more closely:
she would have deemed his affectation of sanctity, which she now
considered pure and genuine, sheer hypocrisy, and his violations
of right, oppressive and sinful. His selfishness, dissimulation,
and avarice, however disguised, would have deprived him of her
respect; and his tyrannical disposition would probably have
provoked her contempt. But, secluded from all society, having no
channel but him for the sweetest effusions of her amiable and
gentle nature, her love was without restraint, and she could see
in his heart no shade of evil, or trace of blemish.
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