Deception -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Fiancées -- Fiction; Love stories
“There’ll be that _doctor_ to pay! And it’ll be the _rent_ again in
three weeks’ time! It’s _always_ being the rent, in this place, Tots! It
_never_ was at home. And _I_ haven’t got any money saved now that I’ve
bought that bicycle for Saturday afternoons. Isn’t it perfectly awful?
Hurp, hurp! Oh, girls at home who get doctors and dentists and washing
and everything _f-found_ for them, hurp! are so fond of _envying_ girls
who earn their own livings because it’s so free and independent—how _can_
they? _They_ wouldn’t want to earn their horrible livings if they _only_
knew how ghastly it was as soon as you got ill and hadn’t anything but a
few shillings between you and goodness knows!”
“‘_Earned increment is sweet, but that unearned is sweeter_,’” I quoted
bitterly.
“Oh, you laugh at everything, Tots! This is serious.
_S-s-s-seven-and-sixpence!_ That’s all I’ve got left in the whole wide
world! And _you’ve_ nothing but your twenty-five bob a week!”
(Yes! I thought; and even that modest salary will be lost to me
to-morrow. For when I tell the Governor that I find I can’t accept his
offer, he’s pretty certain to sack me. After his allusion to my “work,”
after Mr. Dundonald’s “warrrnings,” what else need I expect? But this
wasn’t the moment to tell my poor, distracted chum my own bit of bad
luck. Even if we _were_ both out of work and on those rocks together, it
must, for the present at least, be kept from _her_.)
“Now look here, don’t you worry,” I said, more cheerfully than I felt.
“You _know_ you’re no end of a ‘find’ as a mannequin, because you’ve
got the voice that goes with the figure. It must be rather a shock when
Madame’s clients ask something that looks like a young duchess in a dream
of a gown ‘_What did you say the price was?_’ and get told in the accents
of Whitechapel ‘_Twenty-ite paounds, Madam!_’ That’s the pull _you’ve_
got, so you know you’re sure of another good place as soon as your foot’s
right. Until then I—I can manage perfectly well for the two of us. What
about something to eat? Mrs. Skinner coming back to cook to-night?”—Mrs.
Skinner is _supposed_ to “do” for us. I often think that, in another
sense, she _will_!
“No. She’s off for the whole day to go to a funeral. You said she might,
this morning.”
“So I did. I thought it was a week ago—it feels like it. Well, I’ll get
supper.”
* * * * *
As I passed into our little dark cubby-hole of a kitchen, I saw something
that I’d overlooked before—a letter left lying on the mat, as it had
dropped through the letter-box. I picked it up. It was addressed to me.
And at the sight of the thin foreign envelope and the South African stamp
my heart sank even lower. I had a presentiment that I hadn’t come to the
worst yet.
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