Deception -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Fiancées -- Fiction; Love stories
“Yes, I think that one will do perfectly,” he replied; and he turned to
the young jeweller again.
It was to ask the price, I knew. I was seized with that ineradicable
feeling of distress that claims a woman under any circumstances
whatsoever—when mention is made of payment for her, by another. She loves
to be paid for—with all thought of price ignored. So I rose and turned to
bend over another glass counter under which gleamed pendants of pearls
and emeralds—which I scarcely saw, for another couple had strayed into
the shop—a plainish girl, simply and rather dowdily dressed; a man like
dozens of others—and they interested me. Their two faces were as radiant
as if they had come into a fortune sufficient to buy up the whole of
Gemmer’s six times over, but I heard the girl whisper, awe-struck and
ecstatic, “Oh, Harry, _no_! I _won’t_ let you! It’s _absurd_, for people
like us.” ...
“People like us aren’t going to be married every day! Considering I
nearly wrecked my constitution and made myself unspeakably ill-tempered
by giving up smoking for eight months,” growled the young man, “just to
save up enough to _be_ absurd, you won’t catch me wasting it on being
_sensible_.”
“I’ll write you out the cheque now, and wait while you ring up my
bank, then,” the Governor’s voice was saying; then came purrs from Mr.
Levi Smarm, of “Shall not detain you a moment, sir ... Thank you, sir;
perfectly all right. Much obliged. _Good_ afternoon, sir” (with a bend
to the waist). “Good _afternoon_, madam” (with an even lower bend). Then
he turned the eyes and teeth and curls on the young couple who had saved
up to be “absurd.” I wondered whether he would notice the difference
between them and—his last customers. Probably. Ah, but he could hardly be
expected to know quite _what_ it was!
“I hope,” said Mr. Waters, civilly, on our way back to the office, “that
that little Hebrew bounder didn’t annoy you. That sort of thing is all
part of his business, you understand.”
“Of course I understand,” said I submissively.
“I am glad you—didn’t mind it,” said Mr. Waters.
I longed to be able to retort, “_Mind?_ Why on earth should I? Please
try to understand that there’s no reason I need ‘mind,’ any more than
one of those curved white velvet stands at Gemmer’s should mind whose
hand clasps and unclasps the necklace of amethysts and peridots that it
displays. I’m quite content to let my finger be a ‘stand,’ to show off
these diamonds, for which—for some unexplained reason—you’ve got to pay
someone to be the ‘official’ wearer! All I ‘mind’ is the way you do these
things—it’s clumsy beyond belief!”
One comfort that remains to me is that I need only wear this hateful ring
of his while I _am_ on show—and not at other times.
No tightly-corseted Victorian has ever so longed to be alone in her
bedroom again and undo her torturing case of whalebone and coutil as I
shall long to get away, every time I’m wearing this “engagement” ring—to
the mere pleasure of taking it off!
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