Deception -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Fiancées -- Fiction; Love stories
“Ah, yes; you may pretend to be as flippant as you like about it, but I
know that’s ‘all put on’ to hide what you’re really feeling!” declared
Cicely.
Such a convenient conviction! I made up my mind, then and there, that
this was just the line I should adopt with my chum. And laughing merrily
for her benefit, I fled to my own little room.
* * * * *
Here, left to my own thoughts at last, I flung myself down on my creaky
little camp bedstead and raged as I reviewed this new aspect of the
situation. Put crudely, it is this: It’s not _until_ I tie myself up with
this wretched sham “engagement” to the Governor that I have the chance
of cutting everything to do with him and his odious office, and becoming
safely, happily and _genuinely_ engaged!
Or, in the jargon of the Near Oriental, it’s just after I’ve sold out at
a loss that I get an advantageous offer!
Why on earth couldn’t Sydney Vandeleur have said all that _before_? A
year ago—even a month ago—and, to _think_ what it would have saved!
I shouldn’t have minded getting that money for Jack—from his own
brother-in-law! Yes; if he’s cared for me all this time, why couldn’t he
have proposed to and married me before I’d so much as seen that hateful
Near Oriental, with that “Andromeda’s rock” of a typewriter, watched over
by what Miss Holt calls “that Gordian” of a Governor! Why couldn’t Sydney
have hurried up, for once in his life, to play Perseus?
“Too much tact!” Good gracious! Why must men have this absurd code of
ethics about “the right thing” when there’s a _woman_ in the case?
Why does a man who’s hard-up, for instance, consider it so much more
“honourable” to “ride away” without a word to the girl whose heart he
knows is his, just because he “feels he oughtn’t to propose before he’s
in a position to marry?”
He “feels he ought not to stand in the girl’s way of better offers.”
... But he _does_ that, more often than not, with her first sight of
him! Never mind. He’d _rather_ leave her fretting her heart out for life
over the belief that he was only flirting after all, or let her make
a miserable marriage with someone else—rather than be “dishonourable”
enough to own up that he cares and wants her to wait perhaps three or
four years for him. He’s saved his precious “code,” just as I suppose
Sydney wished to save his.
Oh, men’s “fine feelings,” men’s delicacy and tact, men’s sense of
honour! What infinitely greater damage these do in the world than all
women’s lack of principle!
That sounds sweeping, but _isn’t_ this enough to make a girl storm at the
scruples—or whatever they may call them—which have pretty well messed up
her own life for her?
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