United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"Alford, you are more of a fatalist than a materialist. In my heart I
feel, I know, you are wrong. What you say seems so plausible as to be
true; but my very soul revolts at it all. There is a deep undertone of
sadness in your words, and they point to a possibility that would
imbitter every moment of the remnant of my life. Suppose you should
fall, what remedy would there be for me? Oh, in anguish I have learned
what life would become then. I am a materialist like yourself, although
all the clergymen in town would say I was orthodox. From earliest
recollection mere things and certain people have been everything to me;
and now you are everything, and yet at this hour the bullet may be
molded which will strike you down. Grace, with her rich, beautiful
life, is in equal danger. Hilland will go into the field and will
expose himself as recklessly as yourself. I have no faith in your
obscure laws. Thousands were killed in the last campaign, thousands are
dying in hospitals this moment, and all this means thousands of broken
hearts, unless they are sustained by something I have not. This world
is all very well when all is well, but it can so easily become an
accursed world!" The old lady spoke with a strange bitterness,
revealing the profound disquietude that existed under the serene
amenities of her age and her methodical life.
Graham sought to give a lighter tone to their talk and said: "Oh, well,
aunty, perhaps we are darkening the sun with our own shadows. We must
take life as we find it. There is no help for that. You have done so
practically. With your strong good sense you could not do otherwise.
The trouble is that you are haunted by old-time New England beliefs
that, from your ancestry, have become infused into your very blood. You
can't help them any more than other inherited infirmities which may
have afflicted your grandfather. Let us speak of something else. Ah,
here is a welcome diversion--the daily paper--and I'll read it through
to you, and we'll gain another hint as to the drift of this great tide
of events."
The old lady shook her head sadly; and the fact that she watched the
young man with hungry, wistful eyes, often blinded with tears, proved
that neither state nor military policy was uppermost in her mind.
CHAPTER XXV
A PRESENTIMENT
On Christmas morning Graham found his breakfast-plate pushed back, and
in its place lay a superb sword and belt, fashioned much like the one
he had lost in the rescue of his friend. With it was a genial letter
from Hilland, and a little note from Grace, which only said:
"You will find my name engraved upon the sword with Warren's. We have
added nothing else, for the good reason that our names mean
everything--more than could be expressed, were the whole blade covered
with symbols, each meaning a volume. You have taught us how you will
use the weapon, my truest and best of friends. GRACE HILLAND."
His eyes lingered on the name so long that his aunt asked: "Why don't
you look at your gift?"
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