United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"I've thought as much myself. My horse is ready, as yours is, and I
left an orderly holding him. I suppose you will laugh at me, but I've
had a cursed dream; and it has shaken me in spite of my reason. After
all, how often our reason fails us at a pinch! I wish it was morning
and we were on the road. I've half a mind to go out with the patrols
and get my blood in circulation. I would were it not that I feel I
should be with my men."
"Where's your colonel?"
"The old war-dog is sleeping like a top. Nothing ever disturbs him,
much less a dream. I say, Graham, I made a good selection in him,
didn't I?"
"Yes, but he'll be promoted soon, and you will be in command. What's
more, I expect to see a star on _your_ shoulder in less than six
months."
"As I feel to-night, I don't care a picayune for stars or anything else
relating to the cursed war. I'd give my fortune to be able to kiss
Grace and tell her I'm well."
"You are morbid, Hilland. You will feel differently to-morrow,
especially if there's a chance for a charge."
"No doubt, no doubt. The shadow of this confounded grove seems as black
as death, and it oppresses me. Why should I, without apparent cause,
have had such a dream?"
"Your supper and fatigue may have been the cause. If you don't mind,
tell me this grisly vision."
"While you laugh at me as an old woman--you, in whom reason ever sits
serene and dispassionate on her throne, except when you get into a
fight."
"My reason's throne is often as rickety as a two-legged stool. No, I
won't laugh at you. There's not a braver man in the service than you.
If you feel as you say, there's some cause for it; and yet so complex
is our organism that both cause and effect may not be worthy of very
grave consideration, as I have hinted."
"Think what you please, this was my dream. I had made my dispositions
for the night, and went to sleep as a matter of course. I had not slept
an hour by my watch--I looked at it afterward--when I seemed to hear
some one moaning and crying, and I thought I started up wide awake, and
I saw the old library at home--the room you know so well. Every article
of furniture was before me more distinctly than I can see any object
now, and on the rug before the open fire Grace was crouching, while she
moaned and wrung her hands and cried as if her heart was breaking. She
was dressed in black--Oh, how white her hands and neck and face
appeared against that mournful black--and, strangest of all, her hair
fell around her snowy white, like a silver veil. I started forward to
clasp her in my arms, and then truly awoke, for there was nothing
before me but my drooping horse, a few red coals of my expiring fire,
and over all the black, black shadow of this accursed grove. Oh, for
sunlight! Oh, for a gale of wind, that I might breathe freely again!"
and the powerful man sprang to his feet and threw open his coat at his
breast.
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