United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"You are silent, Graham. You think me morbid--that wishes are fathers
of my thoughts. Well, I'm not. I honestly don't know what the truth is.
I only wish to-night that I had the simple belief in a reunion with
Grace which she had with regard to her mother. I fear we have unsettled
her faith; not that we ever urged our views--indeed we have scarcely
ever spoken of them--but there has been before her the ever-present and
silent force of example. It was natural for her to believe that those
were right in whom she most believed; and I'm not sure we are
right--I'm not _sure_. I've not been sure for a long time."
"My dear Warren, you are not well. Exposure to all sorts of weather in
this malarial country is telling on you; and I fear your feelings
to-night are the prelude of a fever. You shall stay and sleep by my
fire, and if I hear the slightest suspicious sound I will waken you.
You need not hesitate, for I intend to watch till morning, whether you
stay or not."
"Well, Graham, I will. I wish to get through this horrible night in the
quickest way possible. But I'll first go and bring my horse here, so
the poor orderly can have a nap."
He soon returned and lay down close to the genial fire, and Graham
threw over him his own blankets.
"What a good, honest friend you are, Graham!--too honest even to say
some hollow words favoring my doubts of my doubt and unbelief. If it
hadn't been for you, I should have been dead long ago. In my blind
confidence, I should have rushed into the war, and probably should have
been knocked on the head at Bull Run. How many happy months I've passed
with Grace since then!--how many since you virtually gave your life for
me last autumn! You made sure that I took a man's, not a fool's, part
in the war. Oh, Grace and I know it all and appreciate it;
and--and--Alford, if I should fall, I commend Grace to your care."
"Hilland, stop, or you will unman me. This accursed grove _is_ haunted,
I half believe; and were I in command I would order 'Boots and Saddles'
to be sounded at once. There, sleep, Warren, and in the morning you
will be your own grand self. Why speak of anything I could do for you
and Grace? How could I serve myself in any surer way? As schoolgirls
say, 'I won't speak to you again.' I'm going to prowl around a little,
and see that all is right;" and he disappeared among the shadowy boles
of the trees.
When he returned from his rounds his friend was sleeping, but uneasily,
with sudden fits and starts.
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